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.x. I'm an absolutely horrible individual...I have no social skills...and yet somehow, people are still attracted to me...I pretty much live and breathe writing..or I would if I could...but other things always seem to get in the way...
.x. I'm a freak and I don't aplogize for it.
.x. I have an alter ego...his name is Sparkie...actually I have 13 alter egos if you want to get..scary..but Sparkie is the prominent one. He's very mean. That's all I have to say about him..yes..him..don't get any weird ideas from that...I mean I guess you can...not like I can stop you...anyways...he doesn't want me to say anything else. He likes to stay where it's dark and no one can see him...
.x. I love music...rock music in particular..except for all that emo schtuff...blahrg. Some bands that I like..Tool , A Perfect Circle, Nine Inch Nails, Job for a Cowboy, Decapitated, Suffocation, Cannibal Corpse, Orgy, Cattle Decapitation, Gojira, Arch Enemy...+ alot more.
.x. So...some [more] random stuff about me...

I love...
.x. carebears,[but only grumpy bear, cause they don't sell him in regular stores...which amuses me] music, God, World of Warcraft, caffeine [I am sickly addicted], writing, drawing, designing tattoos [people have actually paid me to design some for them...and now I'm actually going to get one of my designs on myself! my first tattoo..yay! ^^], cats [my cat's name is Postulio after that one Invader Zim episode...], cartoons [anime especially, |trigun, FMA, Ghost in the Shell, Escaflowne, Spirited Away]...art...[check out: Amy Brown, Jessica Galbreth, Nene Thomas, Luis Royo, Ciruleo...they are amazing] going to museums, God decided one day that I was blessable enough to be able to live in Germany for 4 years....so I went to the Louvre...^^ and Amsterdam to see Van Gogh's work...that guy was crazy *nods* but still, his paintings are beautiful. *rambles* I uh...yeah...where was I, oh yeah...books...I love me some books. [Authors: Neil Gaiman, Dean Koontz, Laurell K. Hamilton, Christine Feehan, Alan Dean Foster, Stephen King, Storm Constantine, J.R.R. Tolkien, C.S. Lewis, Ted Dekker, Frank Peretti.] and paper....I have this obsession with office supplies...the way they smell...tape, sharpies, paper...love paper. >>; I have a dog named Gracie. she is a schnaushund. [dachshund/schnauzer mix] crazy cute with her huge flying eyebrows. the colors lime green, blue, red orange and the shade black. I hate when people say black is a color. art supplies...I would live in the colored pencil aisle of Michaels if I could. the dictionary and thesaurus..I have like 7 versions of each...looking up archaic words and using them in everyday speech is delighful. Am I boring you yet? No..ha...you're still reading...interesting..well..for your reading pleasure/self torture or whatever...I'll continue...unicorns, dragons, faeries..ect..Giacometti. [a sculptor..really cool..^^] I am very sporadic if you haven't noti..........*more later* [maybe]


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my poetry...I don't really have any particular style, or maybe I do...I like to play with rhyme scheme and punctuation. I tend to write more freeverse than anything. Occasionally, something will rhyme...I get much of my inspiration from German, observing people, dreams, God and my own experience.

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Quotes

"I talk to myself because it's the only intelligent converstion I get" [barricade]

"Show me someone who's found themselves, and I'll show you someone who's lost"
[barricade]

"Reality is a kick in the teeth, my bloody mouthed dreamer."
[barricade]

"I like my feet, they've taken me many places.....everywhere for instance."
[barricade]

"I wish I didn't have to think, then I could be just like you."
[barricade]

"I'm having dejavu and amnesia at the same time, I think I've forgotten this before"
[Stephen Wright]

"Walwuses lub beef jewky."
[barricade]

"Hummingbird smashed against a windowpane, surely it's a sob story...cry for it as you get out the Windex."
[barricade]

"Drink Life as it comes, Straight no chaser."
[Bush/Straight No Chaser]

"In the middle of a world on a fish hook, you're the wave"
[Bush/Swallowed]

"Forever Endeavor"
[Taproot/Forever Endeavor]

"You're breathing so I guess you're still alive."
[Tool]

"I am just a worthless liar, I am just an imbecile, I will only complicate you, trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you, I will chew it up and leave..."
[Tool/Sober]

"Black Hole sun, won't you come..wash away the rain."
[Soundgarden/Black Hole Sun]

"Are you Necessary?"
[barricade]