Nickname(s): Ashleigh
Single or taken? taken
Hair color: brown
Eye color: hazel
Height (last time you checked): 5'6''
Glasses or contacts or neither? neither
Any nicknames? Ash
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My Ap Family***
AutumnWinds -Friends Mom (Adopted Mommy)
XxShatteredHeartxX -Best freind for real and on AP
Ali1991 -Freind
XCrUeL iNtEnTiOnSX -sister
venusbabi -Sister
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My Poems are mostly depressing as you will notice.I am new to poetry...I started writing poems when I got out of a mental behavorial hospital back in May of 2006. I am always looking for a new freind!
I love music, and reading.
My fave music is Rap, R&B, Rock, Metal, and Country.
I Love Johnny Depp!!!!!!I have a boyfreind named Ryan he is good to me and I love him very much. I go to school and then come home.I suffer from Bipolar, ADHD, Depression,Post Traumatic Stress Disorder(PTSD), and Borderline Personality. But that does not give you the right to judge me...I can be mean I can be nice depends on how you treat me...as very few of you know but will soon know I was raped when I was 12 and molested when I was 14...nothing was done either times...I still have flash backs of the situations but other than that I think I am kinda sorta over them, ok no I am not but I can dream can't I?
**********************************************************A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
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SOMEBODY'S RAISING THEIR CHILD RIGHT
One Nation, "Under GOD"
One day, a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The Teacher was explaining evolution to the children. The Teacher asked a little boy:
TEACHER: Tommy do you see the tree outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky.
TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky.
TEACHER: Did you see GOD?
TOMMY: No.
TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see GOD because HE isn't there. He just doesn't exist.
The little girl spoke up wanting to ask the boy some questions. The Teacher agreed.
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky?
TOMMY: Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL; Tommy, do you see the Teacher?
TOMMY: Yes
LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?
TOMMY: No!
LITTLE GIRL: "Then according to what we were taught today, she doesn't have one........... "
II CORINTHIANS 5:7 " FOR WE WALK BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT
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Jack took a long look at his speedometer before slowing down: 73 in a 55 zone. Fourth time in as many months. How could a guy get caught so
often?
When his car had slowed to 10 miles an hour, Jack pulled over, but only
partially. Let the cop worry about the potential traffic hazard. Maybe
some
other car will tweak his backside with a mirror. The cop was stepping
out of
his car, the big pad in hand.
Bob? Bob from Church? Jack sunk farther into his trench coat. This was
worse
than the coming ticket. A cop catching a guy from his own church. A guy
who
happened to be a little eager to get home after a long day at the
office. A
guy he was about to play golf with tomorrow.
Jumping out of the car, he approached a man he saw every Sunday, a man
he'd
never seen in uniform.
"Hi, Bob. Fancy meeting you like this."
"Hello, Jack." No smile.
"Guess you caught me red-handed in a rush to see my wife and kids."
"Yeah, I guess." Bob seemed uncertain. Good.
"I've seen some long days at the office lately. I'm afraid I bent the
rules
a bit -just this once."
Jack toed at a pebble on the pavement. "Diane said something about
roast
beef and potatoes tonight. Know what I mean?" "I know what you mean. I
also
know that you have a reputation in our precinct ." Ouch. This was not
going
in the right direction. Time to change tactics.
"What'd you clock me at?"
"Seventy. Would you sit back in your car please?"
"Now wait a minute here, Bob. I checked as soon as saw you. I was
barely
nudging 65." The lie seemed to come easier with every ticket.
"Please, Jack, in the car"
Flustered, Jack hunched himself through the still-open door. Slamming
it
shut, he stared at the dashboard. He was in no rush to open the window.
The minutes ticked by. Bob scribbled away on the pad.
Why hadn't he asked for a driver's license?
Whatever the reason, it would be a month of Sundays before Jack ever
sat
near this cop again. A tap on the door jerked his head to the left.
There
was Bob, a folded paper in hand Jack rolled down the window a mere two
inches, just enough room for Bob to pass him the slip.
"Thanks." Jack could not quite keep the sneer out of his voice.
Bob returned to his police car without a word. Jack watched his retreat
in
the mirror. Jack unfolded the sheet of paper. How much was this one
going to
cost?
Wait a minute. What was this? Some kind of joke?
Certainly not a ticket. Jack began to read:
"Dear Jack, Once upon a time I had a daughter. She was six when killed
by a
car. You guessed it- a speeding driver. A fine and three months in
jail,
and
the man was free. Free to hug his daughters, all three of them. I only
had
one, and I'm going to have to wait until Heaven before I can ever hug
her
again.
A thousand times I've tried to forgive that man. A thousand times I
thought
I had. Maybe I did, but I need to do it again. Even now. Pray for me.
And be
careful, Jack, my son is all I have left."
"Bob"
Jack turned around in time to see Bob's car pull away and head down the
road. Jack watched until it disappeared. A full 15 minutes later, he
too,
pulled away and drove slowly home, praying for forgiveness and hugging
a
surprised wife and kids when he arrived.
Life is precious. Handle with care. Drive safely and carefully.
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it is a crow eating an head stuck on a pike... post him to your page.
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(\ /)
(O.o)
(>"< This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to help him with his mission to DOMINATE THE WORLD!!!
_______________________________________________________
(\ /)
===== This is that little bunny...
(O.o)
==== the one trying to dominate the world...
===== I tied him up, and cut off his foot
===== to give luck to the rusty spoon wielding squirrels.
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1) thou shall not sneak out when parents
are sleeping.
(why wait?)
2)thou shall not do drugz
(alcohol last longer)
3)thou shall not steel from k-mart.
(Wal*Mart has a bigger selection)
4)thou shall not get arrested for
vandalism.
(destruction has a bigger effect)
5)thou shall not steel from thy parents.
(every-1 knows grandma has more money)
6)thou shall not get in fights.
(just start them)
7)thou shall not skip class.
(just take the whole day off)
8)thou shall not strip in class.
(hooters pays more)
9)thou shall not think about having sex.
(as nike sayz just do it)
10)thou shall not help old ladies cross
the street.
(just leave them in the middle)
Single or taken? taken
Hair color: brown
Eye color: hazel
Height (last time you checked): 5'6''
Glasses or contacts or neither? neither
Any nicknames? Ash
_____________________________________________________
My Ap Family***
AutumnWinds -Friends Mom (Adopted Mommy)
XxShatteredHeartxX -Best freind for real and on AP
Ali1991 -Freind
XCrUeL iNtEnTiOnSX -sister
venusbabi -Sister
___________________________________________________
My Poems are mostly depressing as you will notice.I am new to poetry...I started writing poems when I got out of a mental behavorial hospital back in May of 2006. I am always looking for a new freind!
I love music, and reading.
My fave music is Rap, R&B, Rock, Metal, and Country.
I Love Johnny Depp!!!!!!I have a boyfreind named Ryan he is good to me and I love him very much. I go to school and then come home.I suffer from Bipolar, ADHD, Depression,Post Traumatic Stress Disorder(PTSD), and Borderline Personality. But that does not give you the right to judge me...I can be mean I can be nice depends on how you treat me...as very few of you know but will soon know I was raped when I was 12 and molested when I was 14...nothing was done either times...I still have flash backs of the situations but other than that I think I am kinda sorta over them, ok no I am not but I can dream can't I?
**********************************************************A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
SOMEBODY'S RAISING THEIR CHILD RIGHT
One Nation, "Under GOD"
One day, a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The Teacher was explaining evolution to the children. The Teacher asked a little boy:
TEACHER: Tommy do you see the tree outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky.
TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky.
TEACHER: Did you see GOD?
TOMMY: No.
TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see GOD because HE isn't there. He just doesn't exist.
The little girl spoke up wanting to ask the boy some questions. The Teacher agreed.
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky?
TOMMY: Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL; Tommy, do you see the Teacher?
TOMMY: Yes
LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?
TOMMY: No!
LITTLE GIRL: "Then according to what we were taught today, she doesn't have one........... "
II CORINTHIANS 5:7 " FOR WE WALK BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
Jack took a long look at his speedometer before slowing down: 73 in a 55 zone. Fourth time in as many months. How could a guy get caught so
often?
When his car had slowed to 10 miles an hour, Jack pulled over, but only
partially. Let the cop worry about the potential traffic hazard. Maybe
some
other car will tweak his backside with a mirror. The cop was stepping
out of
his car, the big pad in hand.
Bob? Bob from Church? Jack sunk farther into his trench coat. This was
worse
than the coming ticket. A cop catching a guy from his own church. A guy
who
happened to be a little eager to get home after a long day at the
office. A
guy he was about to play golf with tomorrow.
Jumping out of the car, he approached a man he saw every Sunday, a man
he'd
never seen in uniform.
"Hi, Bob. Fancy meeting you like this."
"Hello, Jack." No smile.
"Guess you caught me red-handed in a rush to see my wife and kids."
"Yeah, I guess." Bob seemed uncertain. Good.
"I've seen some long days at the office lately. I'm afraid I bent the
rules
a bit -just this once."
Jack toed at a pebble on the pavement. "Diane said something about
roast
beef and potatoes tonight. Know what I mean?" "I know what you mean. I
also
know that you have a reputation in our precinct ." Ouch. This was not
going
in the right direction. Time to change tactics.
"What'd you clock me at?"
"Seventy. Would you sit back in your car please?"
"Now wait a minute here, Bob. I checked as soon as saw you. I was
barely
nudging 65." The lie seemed to come easier with every ticket.
"Please, Jack, in the car"
Flustered, Jack hunched himself through the still-open door. Slamming
it
shut, he stared at the dashboard. He was in no rush to open the window.
The minutes ticked by. Bob scribbled away on the pad.
Why hadn't he asked for a driver's license?
Whatever the reason, it would be a month of Sundays before Jack ever
sat
near this cop again. A tap on the door jerked his head to the left.
There
was Bob, a folded paper in hand Jack rolled down the window a mere two
inches, just enough room for Bob to pass him the slip.
"Thanks." Jack could not quite keep the sneer out of his voice.
Bob returned to his police car without a word. Jack watched his retreat
in
the mirror. Jack unfolded the sheet of paper. How much was this one
going to
cost?
Wait a minute. What was this? Some kind of joke?
Certainly not a ticket. Jack began to read:
"Dear Jack, Once upon a time I had a daughter. She was six when killed
by a
car. You guessed it- a speeding driver. A fine and three months in
jail,
and
the man was free. Free to hug his daughters, all three of them. I only
had
one, and I'm going to have to wait until Heaven before I can ever hug
her
again.
A thousand times I've tried to forgive that man. A thousand times I
thought
I had. Maybe I did, but I need to do it again. Even now. Pray for me.
And be
careful, Jack, my son is all I have left."
"Bob"
Jack turned around in time to see Bob's car pull away and head down the
road. Jack watched until it disappeared. A full 15 minutes later, he
too,
pulled away and drove slowly home, praying for forgiveness and hugging
a
surprised wife and kids when he arrived.
Life is precious. Handle with care. Drive safely and carefully.
_______________________________________________________
___________
*/\********
*||********
(**)<^)__/*
.||..(___)*
.||****||**
^^^^^^^^^^^
it is a crow eating an head stuck on a pike... post him to your page.
_______________________________________________________
(\ /)
(O.o)
(>"< This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to help him with his mission to DOMINATE THE WORLD!!!
_______________________________________________________
(\ /)
===== This is that little bunny...
(O.o)
==== the one trying to dominate the world...
===== I tied him up, and cut off his foot
===== to give luck to the rusty spoon wielding squirrels.
/_|
_______________________________________________________
(¯`v´¯)
`*.¸.*´
¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•.
¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•.
_______________________________________________________
1) thou shall not sneak out when parents
are sleeping.
(why wait?)
2)thou shall not do drugz
(alcohol last longer)
3)thou shall not steel from k-mart.
(Wal*Mart has a bigger selection)
4)thou shall not get arrested for
vandalism.
(destruction has a bigger effect)
5)thou shall not steel from thy parents.
(every-1 knows grandma has more money)
6)thou shall not get in fights.
(just start them)
7)thou shall not skip class.
(just take the whole day off)
8)thou shall not strip in class.
(hooters pays more)
9)thou shall not think about having sex.
(as nike sayz just do it)
10)thou shall not help old ladies cross
the street.
(just leave them in the middle)
- Last seen on Mar 27 10:37 PM. Member since November 29, 2006.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 90 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Life always gets worse before it gets better".
- I am a 16 year old woman from Mississippi (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm At school, or at home listening to music and talking on the phone..
- Visit my homepage at www.bellsouth.net
- I am in the groups A Heaven For A Thug, A day stained in blood The life of a cutter, A group for The Sims and The Sims 2 fans, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Come Talk, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, For Depressed cutters Who Have been Abused, For people who have depression or have recovered from depression or know how to survive depression, Get Read, Im Scared of my self, Johnny Depp Fans, Johnny Depp Fanz Welcome, Lovers Not Haters, Poets Against Child Abuse, Poets with mental health problems, Realm of Darkness, Runaway Love, Suicidal Depressionists, The Damned and Fallen, The Sexiest Women of AP, There IS Life After The Abuse, Used and Abused, You made me do it damn it, abuse victims and survivors and all against abuse, abused or raped AP members, deppressed deprived and want to commit suicide, emotional abuse victims, fans of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, for all those in need of a straight jacket
- I have 90 comments
My Poetry
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