BLaCkSpell• Show poetry

Well...i Just write what i feel inside,it helps me reveal all that misery and depression deep within me,and thats the only thing that makes me poetry worth reading"The Greatest Art Comes From The Greatest Sadness" , I used to write a long time ago...i stopped for some reason, and a severe clash with reality ,full of sorrow,dissapointmens and grief got me back to it..im happy that happened now,for im back to writting....

By Now..i Snapped Out of it...I Just Write about all the shit that surrounds me..About a Cruel Retard cavemen Reality im living in..I Write about my hell-like experience with the killing chemicals...

About A Cage my soul is prisoned in, about a Hungry Tomb Calling my name,About Something that takes u Deep underground....( Addiction)
Don't Let it Ruin Your Body And Life Like it Did To Mine,Thats My Only Msg to The World, Drugs Can Ruin Your Life,Don't Get Influenced with it or Deal with whoz into it...Believe me I Went Deeply into It ...
You can never be happy when ur an addict,ur life is simply Ruled by shit!

Mostly my writtings are depressing, Or Joyful SOMETIMES!

I Feel inspired by many things to write,The tomb i live in ,the neverending misery....I Used to write about love, about someone i loved, and happiness,now its something i lost by betrayal and a twist of fate,so now  i've lost it,i mostly write about sorrow and regret...
Im also inspired by , Gothic, Black, doom music,which inspires me by the depth of it,by the deep sorrowful mourning sounds of grief..and the ultimate deep music which always find its way to live within my soul,and i talk about it in "The Realm Of Metal"

My Fav Bands are :

My Dying Bride...

Anathema,

Crematory,

Evereve,

Tiamat,

Sins of thy beloved,

Theater of tragedy,

Trail of tears,

Lake of Tears,

Cradle Of Filth,

Hecate Enthroned,

Graveworm,

KORN{Jonathan Davis,A God of Mine }

Factory 81

Limp bizkit

Deftones

Taproot

Soulgrind

Metallica

Sepultura

Pantera

And many many more...


Herez Some of My Favourite :
                          [Crematory]
5. For Love

For years for this felling of intimacy
This pleasant well-known shower
Of endearment
My love for you burns like a fire
In my deepest self

Your life is the absolute
Perfection on earth
People would kill for these
Feelings and emotions
My thoughts circle around your life,
Around our life till eternity

You are the enrichment of my life
You are the vitality of my life
My heart enflames at the sight of you

I would die if i couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
I hear you smile
Your voice in my dreams
When i wake day and night

I would die if i couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
I hear you smile
Your voice in my dreams
When i wake day and night

But i would never like to miss
The feeling
Once i gave you my heart
And you treat it like your own
Flesh and blood
Emotions say more then
Thousand words

With you to the end of the world
To the end of our life
Neither death nor satan are
Capable of seperating us

You are the enrichment of my life
You are the vitality of my life
My heart enflames at the sight of you

I would die if i couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
I hear you smile
Your voice in my dreams
When i wake day and night

I would die if i couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
I hear you smile
Your voice in my dreams
When i wake day and night

For love
For love

You are the enrichment of my life
You are the vitality of my life
My heart enflames at the sight of you

I would die if i couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
I hear you smile
Your voice in my dreams
When i wake day and night

I would die if i couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
couldn't feel your love
I hear you smile
Your voice in my dreams
When i wake day and night

Your eyes are like a drug
For love
For love
                     
               [Crematory]    
- Moonlight-

The dusk Falls - time is drawing near
The sky lit blood red -
the moon displays it`s glory
The gusts carry`s a silenc hymn to my ear
Oarkness surrounds me wich a veil of silk
Coldness chisels signs wich my breath

Close your eyes - close your mind
And dancing in the moonlight
Close your eyes - close your mind
and dancing in the moonlight

My feer carry my softly as on clouds
The luscious odour of the nightwind
Slips into my nose
From a distant I recall
The howling of an animal
Shadows moving in rhythem wich the trees
The night has never seen the grey of day
My hands caressed by moonlight
My eyes close to the melody of night

Close your eyes - close your mind
and dancing in the moonlight
Close your eyes - close your mind
and dancing in the moonlight

The night has never seen the grey of day
My body drifts like in a Fairy tale

Close your eyes - close your mind
and dancing in the moonlight
Close your eyes - close your mind
and dancing in the moonlight

                       
                           [Haggard]
            -The Day As Heaven Wept-      

One of man's darkest chapter, it has just begun
In the sign of the cross they rise
It's the epoch of the inquisition
Too many brothers and sisters have died...
-
...left with no life inside to be awakened
They will never see the morning sun again
Hypocrisy killed the forsakened
Who thought, faith would be their only friend
Faith would be their only friend
-
The scenery shows the ashes of some who tried to refuse
Rising smoke becomes one with the dim light of the pale and lurid moon
Can dark clouds hide the hidden from the mighty eye of god?
Using his name on the pretext of deciding who's allowed to live... and
who's not!
(It's a very dark night, nobody outside...
Silence wrapps up the land, as suddenly
Hoof beats destroy all sleep
In a very dark night...)
-
Who's allowed to live... and who's not!
-
From high above the Lord silently watches and grieves
And sadness rises from his inner deep
"For thou, my son hath been crucified..."
All the angels laid down their trumpets and cried
-
"One shalt be sent to foresee mankind's death!
Rain shalt be my tears and thunder my wrath!"
Sitting on his throne, left of all hope he once kept
On the day, as heaven wept
-
As heaven wept

                       
                            [My Dying Bride]
Two Winters Only

What is it you hope for, even though you are dying?
And even though life is closing your tiny eyes
Why did I leave them all?
I should be with them to die in the same place
The pain I think, should go on forever. For always
But no. Not mine. Not now. My life now begins

Call me what you will, but I'll die for no man, at all
My limbs and the life that spreads from them
Cross my path and you'll suffer like no man before, at all
What I hunger for, is the trial of God

For just two winters only did we live for
My God. What have you become? Dear, dear lord

We could have changed the world, had you been here with me.
Right now
Held you in my arms. In my arms, my love
Jesus wept so man could live forever on earth. In peace
But my tears. They fall for you. Only you

                       
                          [My Dying Bride]

              - Your Shameful Heaven-

You, who stand there now
I will not tell you not to cry
Without fail my purpose
Will be fulfilled
I can crown you a God
And I'll suffer for your sins
Bound so tightly, pain is everything
Far from kindness. I am your king
Believe you're in Hell, but your's is Heaven
Cry to die. You'll love me forever

On a pale, teary cheek
Tears cascade to your feet
Whipped to the floor once again
Laughing and lashing you away
Burning pain scars through your skin
But it's 'more' you cry, for you are a sinner
We suffer in love, but you love to suffer
Your misery is your majesty
Though your skin may burn and your wounds, bleed
The only real ache is between your legs
You've learned well, through your Hell
Your pain was nothing. You longed for more.
Your shameful Heaven is full of devils
Just like me. Just for you
                      =
                    [Anathema]
              - Lost Control-

Life has betrayed me once again,
I accept that some things will never change.
I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony,
and it's left me with a chem'cal dependency for sanity.

Yes, I am falling... how much longer till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down.
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to en end,
I've realised what I could have been.
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask,
I admit I've lost control.

[Grave Worm ]
                        7. Prophecies In Blood

Striking over oceans of blood
Over kingdom in fear they march
The shadows rising from last sleep
The darkside will arrive
Storms of evil, thunder and might
Tormented souls awake
Creatures of the darkest night
As damnation reach the sky

Beneath a veil of sward
Embracing land of light
Reflections of deepest hate
Die - for centuries of dark

Swallowing the moonlight sky - conspiracy of pain
As darkness falls upon thy face - prophecies in blood
And tainted sky where angels cry - conspiracy of pain
The wolven screams of deepest hate - prophecies in blood

The dying secrets of decay
Caressing shadows, demon?s slave
Upon the throne of pain
Immortal screams again

The ending of the human earth
Breaking silence, falling rain
The time has come to die
Has come to die - die

Here the whispers in the wind
See the burning flames clawing at the skies
Death's not far away
Nature dies of massive cries

Somewhere deep within the night
They riding on the death
Bringing blood an painful fear
Forever in this land
Deeply sighs and spread their wings
As blindness falls upon
And armed with the seals (of) pain
Serenades in blood

Beneath a veil of sward
Embracing land of light
Reflections of deepest hate
Die - for centuries of dark

Swallowing the moonlight sky - conspiracy of pain
As darkness falls upon thy face - prophecies in blood
And tainted sky where angels cry - conspiracy of pain
The wolven screams of deepest hate - prophecies in blood