I've noticed since you left that I can do this without you...when I thought before I never could-wouldn't even think of it. I'm strong when I don't see you anymore, strong when I can't see your name on the caller ID, strong when I don't hear your voice on the other end of the line, strong when I don't get your messages, strong when you're no longer there to push me down... So what made you think you could try to shatter me the other day? Following me while I am walking with the one I love and he's holding your son-but he's not yours anymore. Call him that if you like, but you were never there for us, you were never his father...you lost your chance. Seeing you doesn't stop my world the way you believe it does, but if you keep thinking that way you are more than welcome to keep trying. Because all I see is a broken man, and he breaks a little more he has to see his family happy with someone else, and watch us walk away with him. Didn't you notice that your son didn't even recognize you anymore? You're just a memory to me now, and he is too young to remember the few times you were actually there.
Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
don't break the day...
Capture me in your camera
Add me to your file of dirty secrets
I wasn't supposed to see
Piratey...
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Sweet cancer steals my breath away
Takes my soul, but my body is here to stay
Leaves it to rot and slowly turn to dust
Wanting badly to stay, but leaving a must
I breathe it in deeper.
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Dark brown hair
Deep brown eyes
Whats underneath
Your disguise?
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If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever...
If you're asking if I'll leave you, the answer is never...
If you're asking what I value, the answer is you...
If you're asking if I love you, the answer is I do.
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You're so sexy
When you fuck me
I cry with tears of happiness
Even though you believe it is rape...
-unknown-
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They can chain my body
To try to keep us apart
But they can't chain my soul
Fly, fly away heart...
-me-
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...
These marks which are foreign to your eyes...another language to your heart...
...
-me-
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I had a dream last night and you were in
it...
you held me tight, then said goodbye,
you walked away from me, you were out of sight,
I was alone, I started to cry...
I woke up this morning
and remembered you were still mine...
but then...
I woke up again
-unknown-
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Take a step back as it pierces your skin
Hold your breath, hear it break the silence within.
-me-
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*I'M AT THE CORE OF YOUR DOMAIN*
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I'm so sad and I'm not that old
Please take me where I'll never be cold
Grim Reeper come and draw your stife...
Cut me away from this dreaded life
My tears are tired and I dont wanna cry
I wish for one thing, I just wanna die.
-unknown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
\I held your hand and sat there, knowing we'd make it through.\
-unknown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I can't see how the way you leave me alone makes us close...
-unknown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the autumn rain.
When you awaken
in the morning hush,
I am the swift and uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I did not die.
-unknown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You're barely missing me...I'm missing you
-unknown
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Do I have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?
don't break the day...
Capture me in your camera
Add me to your file of dirty secrets
I wasn't supposed to see
Piratey...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sweet cancer steals my breath away
Takes my soul, but my body is here to stay
Leaves it to rot and slowly turn to dust
Wanting badly to stay, but leaving a must
I breathe it in deeper.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Dark brown hair
Deep brown eyes
Whats underneath
Your disguise?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever...
If you're asking if I'll leave you, the answer is never...
If you're asking what I value, the answer is you...
If you're asking if I love you, the answer is I do.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You're so sexy
When you fuck me
I cry with tears of happiness
Even though you believe it is rape...
-unknown-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
They can chain my body
To try to keep us apart
But they can't chain my soul
Fly, fly away heart...
-me-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
...
These marks which are foreign to your eyes...another language to your heart...
...
-me-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I had a dream last night and you were in
it...
you held me tight, then said goodbye,
you walked away from me, you were out of sight,
I was alone, I started to cry...
I woke up this morning
and remembered you were still mine...
but then...
I woke up again
-unknown-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Take a step back as it pierces your skin
Hold your breath, hear it break the silence within.
-me-
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*I'M AT THE CORE OF YOUR DOMAIN*
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm so sad and I'm not that old
Please take me where I'll never be cold
Grim Reeper come and draw your stife...
Cut me away from this dreaded life
My tears are tired and I dont wanna cry
I wish for one thing, I just wanna die.
-unknown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
\I held your hand and sat there, knowing we'd make it through.\
-unknown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I can't see how the way you leave me alone makes us close...
-unknown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there. I do not sleep
I am a thousand winds that blow
I am the diamond glints on snow
I am the sunlight on ripened grain
I am the autumn rain.
When you awaken
in the morning hush,
I am the swift and uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I did not die.
-unknown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You're barely missing me...I'm missing you
-unknown
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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- My mood is , and quote is "don't break the day...".
- I am a 21 year old woman from Florida (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm pretending I don't care anymore.
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Ryan : HEY YOU! on September 17, 2007YES YOU!
Haven't talked in forever, how's the little one? hope all is well.. 
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Servatis on June 10, 2007Beautifully dark poetry that I can really relate to. Your words are spellbinding! Keep up the amazin' work.

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Genocideangel : A brilliant mind on May 15, 2007Isn't it a shame that the best poetry is written with pain or a dark intent. There is no pain in your poetry than anyone can imagine.
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Ryan on September 5, 2006Hey you.. Still waiting to hear from you teresa. You have my email. give me a holla back girl!
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