I'm about 5'10", I have dirty blonde hair, I'm not fat, skinny, muscular, just normal. Left ear is pierced, and I'm not sure what that means now cus things have changed, but for clarification, I am not gay.
I could spend the next couple dozen lines telling you about the stuff i'm dealing with right now, but there's too much and its too painful to keep revisiting it. all you need to know is that i'm no stranger to love, and no stranger to the pain it causes. i'm trying to get a grip on things and my life, and things have taken a serious twist recently, and i just wanna deal with it. if your curious, just im me and maybe i'll share my story.
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My AP family and friends:
Alexis: We haven't talked much lately, but for the longest time we told each other everything. She has been through more than anyone I could ever think of, and she deserves all the love and respect in the world.
Katie :Best Friend : We tell each other everything and never judge each other. She is my best friend for more reasons than I can write, just know she is absolutely wonderful. Unfortunately, she left Allpoetry and i don't know why. I miss her a lot.
Savannah : Girlfriend : We haven't known each other long, but I feel we have a true, wonderful connection that most don't develop until they have spent much time with them. She has dealt with a great deal, and has all my love and admiration for turning out as well as she has.
Kaye Marie: Daughter: I can describe her in two words, "My conscience." Every time I fall into a slump, or try to lose faith, she's there to jolt me back to my senses. I owe her a lot.
Brenna: Little sister
Ann
Heather
Megan
You guys are all awesome, and mean a lot to me. Especially Katie and Savannah, you both rock my socks off.
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(O.o) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to
(>" >) help him with his mission to DOMINATE the world!!!
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Get to Know Me
...About You...
Eye Color: Deep, Icy Blue
Hair Color: Sandy Blonde
Height: 5'10''
Favorite Color: Red and Black
Screen Name: AutomaticAtaxia
Favorite Band: P.O.D.
Favorite Movie: The Matrix
Favorite TV Show: House
Your Car: Kia Sorento
Your Hometown: Cle Elum, Wa
Your Present Town: Cle Elum, Wa
Your Crush's First Name: Melanie
Your Grade: Senior
Your Style: Preppy, though I'm not preppy.
...Have You Ever...
Sat on your rooftop: No
Kissed someone in the rain: No
Danced in a public place: Yes
Smiled for no reason: All the time
Laughed so hard you cried: Hehe, yes!
Peed your pants after age 8: ........
Written a song: Yes
Sang to someone for no reason: Yes
Performed on a stage: Yes
Talked to someone you don't know: All the time
Made out in a theater: I wish.
Gone roller skating since 8th grade: Nope
Been in love: Twice
...Can You...
Write with both hands: Heck no.
Whistle: Yeah
Blow a bubble: Yep
Roll your tongue: Oh yeah baby
Cross your eyes: Who cant do that?
Touch your tongue to your nose: nope
Dance: Oh yeah.
Speak a different language: some spanish
Impersonate someone: I can impersonate your mom
Cook anything: I can follow directions well on the back of a box
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FRIENDS: FAKE OR REAL????
FAKE FRIENDS: try to make you do sumthing you don't want to
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you don't have regrets
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: would sit next to you saying "Dang.... we messed up... but it was fun!"
REAL FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
FAKE FRIENDS: never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS: are the reasons you never have food
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep you stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: will kick the whole crowds a$$ that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: walk right in and say "I'M HOME!!"
FAKE FRIENDS: are for a while
REAL FRIENDS: are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Man drink the rest of that you know we don't waste.
REAL FRIENDS: will take your drink away when they think you've had enough
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk smack to the person who talks smack about you
REAL FRIENDS: will knock them out
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back
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(_) Smoked a cigarette
(_) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(_) Been arrested
(_) Gone on a blind date
(_) Skipped school
(_) Seen someone die
(X) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Florida
(X) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(_) Been on the opposite side of the country
(_) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying....
(_) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(_) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang karaoke badly (i dont sing infront of people outside my family)
(_) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(_) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(_) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(_) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
(_) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
(_) Ice-skating
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I would sooner write free verse as play tennis with the net down. - Robert Frost
Frost is my favorite poet, even though this quote may not always be true, it has been as of late.
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The Bell
I KNOW WHO I AM
I am God's child ( John 1:12)
I am Christ's friend (John 15:15)
I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17)
I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20)
I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)
I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8)
I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14)
I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27)
I am free forever from condemnation (Rom.8: 1-2)
I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20)
I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34)
I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21)
I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18)
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)
I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39)
I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor. 1:21-22)
I am assured all things work together for good ( Rom. 8: 28)
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit ( John 15:16)
I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12)
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Phil. 4:13)
I am the branch of the true vine, a channel of His life (John 15: 1-5)
I am God's temple (1 Cor. 3: 16). I am complete in Christ (Col. 2: 10)
I am hidden with Christ in God (Col. 3:3). I have been justified (Romans 5:1)
I am God's co-worker (1 Cor. 3:9; 2 Cor 6:1). I am God's workmanship (Eph. 2:10)
I am confident that the good works God has begun in me will be perfected (Phil. 1: 5)
I have been redeemed and forgiven (Col. 1:14). I have been adopted as God's child (Eph 1:5)
I belong to God
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_________________³§³ This is how I feel a lot.
I could spend the next couple dozen lines telling you about the stuff i'm dealing with right now, but there's too much and its too painful to keep revisiting it. all you need to know is that i'm no stranger to love, and no stranger to the pain it causes. i'm trying to get a grip on things and my life, and things have taken a serious twist recently, and i just wanna deal with it. if your curious, just im me and maybe i'll share my story.
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My AP family and friends:
Alexis: We haven't talked much lately, but for the longest time we told each other everything. She has been through more than anyone I could ever think of, and she deserves all the love and respect in the world.
Katie :Best Friend : We tell each other everything and never judge each other. She is my best friend for more reasons than I can write, just know she is absolutely wonderful. Unfortunately, she left Allpoetry and i don't know why. I miss her a lot.
Savannah : Girlfriend : We haven't known each other long, but I feel we have a true, wonderful connection that most don't develop until they have spent much time with them. She has dealt with a great deal, and has all my love and admiration for turning out as well as she has.
Kaye Marie: Daughter: I can describe her in two words, "My conscience." Every time I fall into a slump, or try to lose faith, she's there to jolt me back to my senses. I owe her a lot.
Brenna: Little sister
Ann
Heather
Megan
You guys are all awesome, and mean a lot to me. Especially Katie and Savannah, you both rock my socks off.
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(\ /)
(O.o) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to
(>" >) help him with his mission to DOMINATE the world!!!
/_|_\
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Get to Know Me
...About You...
Eye Color: Deep, Icy Blue
Hair Color: Sandy Blonde
Height: 5'10''
Favorite Color: Red and Black
Screen Name: AutomaticAtaxia
Favorite Band: P.O.D.
Favorite Movie: The Matrix
Favorite TV Show: House
Your Car: Kia Sorento
Your Hometown: Cle Elum, Wa
Your Present Town: Cle Elum, Wa
Your Crush's First Name: Melanie
Your Grade: Senior
Your Style: Preppy, though I'm not preppy.
...Have You Ever...
Sat on your rooftop: No
Kissed someone in the rain: No
Danced in a public place: Yes
Smiled for no reason: All the time
Laughed so hard you cried: Hehe, yes!
Peed your pants after age 8: ........
Written a song: Yes
Sang to someone for no reason: Yes
Performed on a stage: Yes
Talked to someone you don't know: All the time
Made out in a theater: I wish.
Gone roller skating since 8th grade: Nope
Been in love: Twice
...Can You...
Write with both hands: Heck no.
Whistle: Yeah
Blow a bubble: Yep
Roll your tongue: Oh yeah baby
Cross your eyes: Who cant do that?
Touch your tongue to your nose: nope
Dance: Oh yeah.
Speak a different language: some spanish
Impersonate someone: I can impersonate your mom
Cook anything: I can follow directions well on the back of a box
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FRIENDS: FAKE OR REAL????
FAKE FRIENDS: try to make you do sumthing you don't want to
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you don't have regrets
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: would sit next to you saying "Dang.... we messed up... but it was fun!"
REAL FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
FAKE FRIENDS: never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS: are the reasons you never have food
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep you stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: will kick the whole crowds a$$ that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: walk right in and say "I'M HOME!!"
FAKE FRIENDS: are for a while
REAL FRIENDS: are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Man drink the rest of that you know we don't waste.
REAL FRIENDS: will take your drink away when they think you've had enough
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk smack to the person who talks smack about you
REAL FRIENDS: will knock them out
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back
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(_) Smoked a cigarette
(_) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(_) Been arrested
(_) Gone on a blind date
(_) Skipped school
(_) Seen someone die
(X) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Florida
(X) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(_) Been on the opposite side of the country
(_) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying....
(_) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(_) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang karaoke badly (i dont sing infront of people outside my family)
(_) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(_) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(_) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(_) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
(_) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
(_) Ice-skating
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I would sooner write free verse as play tennis with the net down. - Robert Frost
Frost is my favorite poet, even though this quote may not always be true, it has been as of late.
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The Bell
I KNOW WHO I AM
I am God's child ( John 1:12)
I am Christ's friend (John 15:15)
I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17)
I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20)
I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1)
I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8)
I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14)
I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27)
I am free forever from condemnation (Rom.8: 1-2)
I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20)
I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34)
I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21)
I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18)
I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6)
I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39)
I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor. 1:21-22)
I am assured all things work together for good ( Rom. 8: 28)
I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit ( John 15:16)
I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12)
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Phil. 4:13)
I am the branch of the true vine, a channel of His life (John 15: 1-5)
I am God's temple (1 Cor. 3: 16). I am complete in Christ (Col. 2: 10)
I am hidden with Christ in God (Col. 3:3). I have been justified (Romans 5:1)
I am God's co-worker (1 Cor. 3:9; 2 Cor 6:1). I am God's workmanship (Eph. 2:10)
I am confident that the good works God has begun in me will be perfected (Phil. 1: 5)
I have been redeemed and forgiven (Col. 1:14). I have been adopted as God's child (Eph 1:5)
I belong to God
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- Last seen on Aug 25 1:00 AM. Member since January 29, 2007.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 104 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is Now abide faith, hope, love, these three, but the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:13.
- I am a 17 year old guy from Washington (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm trying to get a hold on my life.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/automatic_ataxia
- I am in the groups A Group For the Misunderstood depressed gothic and emo not to mention rockers, A Place For Evanescence Lovers, A group for the heart broken people, But the greatest of these is love, Controversy 101, Hopeless Romantics 101, Life Is My Anti Drug, Living for God, Rock and Christian Group, The Commenting Community, Warriors For Christ, a place to relax and write, christian rock music and sharp pointy things, randomness awesomness coolness
- I have 104 comments, 7 contests
My Poetry
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Oh why can't I see? Oh why can't I understand?41 lines, 2 comments, November 12, 2007
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The other night I was thinking of you,
And how someday I would have you.48 lines, 13 comments, August 16, 2007 -
You only see me on the outside And you say I'm fine.23 lines, 6 comments, August 13, 2007
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ERbby on June 9just wanted to remind you savanna nicole castro loves you and i freaking miss talking to you it is so unfar!!!!!
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