Schizo-Angel-Dying• Show poetry

*********************About me*********************It doesn't matter.
Name: Nicola Jane Thornton* it's getting changed soon so please call me by my soon to be assumed name: Georgia Freya-Dawn Thornton
Age: 19
Date Of Birth: 28/04/1989
Star sign: Taurus
Height: 5"2
Weight: 10st l2b,
Nicknames: Nic (not for long ) Bat girl, Aurora Lacrymosa, Little Bisque Doll, Sara Sidle (lol) Jorja-obsessed well duh!
Favourite colours: Red, Black and Purple
Likes: Sweets, Jorja Fox, TV, Movies, Musicals,
Dislikes: Work, Bullying, Bitches and Back-Stabbing,
Hobbies: Singing, Dancing, Acting, Writing poetry, stories and songs,
Idol: Jorja Fox (don't say a word.)
Favourite food: Pizza,
Favourite drink: Milkshake
Music: My Chemical Romace, Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, Evanescence, Trivium, Avenged Sevenfold, Missy Higgins, Dragonforce, Heart, Pat Benetar, Kiss, Social Distortion, Eric Johnson and many more
Movies: Sweeney Tood: The Demon Barber Of Fleet Street, The Phantom Of The Opera, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Corpse Bride, Chicago, Interview With The Vampire, Queen Of The Damned, West Side Story, Not Another Teen Movie, Csary Move 1-4, American Pie 1-6, Final Destination 1-3 and many more
TV: CSI: Crime Scene Investigation, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Friends, My Family, The Office, Family Guy, Futurama, The Simpsons, 8 out of 10 Cats, Supernatural, Joey, Angel, Sugar Rush, and many more



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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Say it with music~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
'Cellophane, Mr. Cellophane, shoulda been my name, cause you can look right through me, walk right by me, and never know I'm there...' Mr. Cellophane, Chicago.

'And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time, I want what's yours and I want what's mine, I want you, but I'm not giving in this time, goodbye to you, goodbye to everything that I knew, you were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to,' Goodbye To You, Michelle Branch.

'Life's a song you don't get to rehearse, and every single verse, can make it that much worse..' Something To Sing About, Once More With Feeling

'Life's not a song, life isn't bliss, life is just this, it's living. You'll get along, the pain that you feel, you only can heal by living, you have to go on living, so one of us is living...' Something To Sing About, Once More With Feeling

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~My live-by quotes~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

'Goodbye is harder to say than 'I love you' it's harder than 'I'm sorry', but most of all, it's so hard when it's you I'm saying goodbye to,' Me

'Never expect anything in life, then it doesn't hurt so much when you don't get it' Me

'The dead don't bleed, I feel dead so why do I bleed?' Me

I'm Nicola and there are a few things you should know about me:

1. I'm a lesbian and proud of it, if you don't like it, you know what you can do...BITE ME!

2. I was diagnosed with Bi Polar Disorder and Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD) 6 years ago and just recently Schizophrenia and None-Specific Anorexia and I am trying to move on, therefore if I ever snap at you or upset you in any way, just remember that I'm not always aware of others around me and I don't mean a lot of those things.

3. I'm talented (I'm not bragging I just know that I am) I used to never admit what I was good at, I thought people would think I was stuck up. But now I think-so what? The people who I actually care about don't think that so that's all I need. I am a poet, novelist, singer, dancer and actor

4. I say what I think I always tell the truth, although I soften it if I know it's going to hurt

5. You have to give me a chance before you dismiss me as unworthy

6. I am a practicing Wicca, I follow the Wiccan Rede and am a true vampire (don't be afraid!) I am in my second year of awakening and I am both Sang(blood)and psi(energy) more psi than sang though I love you and blessed be!
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Don't call me a wannabe, I'm not,
Don't call me stupid, I'm not,
Don't question my methods, you'll regret it,
Don't insult me, I'll bite back harder,
Don't lie to me, I'll hate you,
Don't call me a liar, I'm not,
Don't hurt me, I don't deserve it,
Don't love me, I'm scared,
Don't loathe me, I'll break,
Don't betray me, I'll hurt you,
Don't leave me, I'm dying,
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I HATE STEREOTYPES!!!
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I HAVE A BITING FETISH, so I MUST want to kill people.
I HAVE STRANGE DESIRES, so I MUST be abnormal,
I HAVE PIERCINGS AND TATTOOS, so I MUST be a masochist.
I DYE MY HAIR, so I MUST be weird.
I CUT MYSELF, so I MUST be and Attention-Seeker.
I SOMETIMES GOSSIP, so I MUST not be trustworthy.
I CRY A LOT, so I MUST be an Emo.
I am a VAMPIRE, so I MUST murder people to live.
I HAVE A MYSPACE AND FACEBOOK, so I MUST want to kill myself.
I'm CREATING A BLOG ON MY PAGE, so I MUST be Narssusistic.
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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!

I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.

I will be the mother who tells her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.

I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win.

I am the girl almost kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the girl that refuses to hide the fact that I'm a lesbian and some people aren't my friends any more and sometimes people avoid me at work.

I am the girl who is proud to be gay and tell anyone who is homophobic to BITE ME!
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For anyone who loves Gerard no matter what colour his hair was.
For anyone who loves that Pansy Frank and was worried when he got sick.
For anyone who has ever fantasied about playing with Ray's hair.
For anyone who got worried when Bob got burnt.
For anyone who cried every single time Gerard got drunk or high.
For anyone who bought MCR's new ablum the very second they could and protect it with their lives.
For anyone who can't watch The Ghost Of You without crying when Mikey gets shot.
For anyone who isn't okay.
For anyone who loves My Chemical Romance with ALL of their black little hearts.
For anyone who didn't just listen to their music, but their lyrics too.
For anyone who thinks they'll die alone.
For anyone who wanted to jump up on stage just to give them hugs.
For anyone who wanted to meet them just to say 'Thank you'
For anyone who wanted them for their advice, not their money
For anyone who wants to say 'I love you' without any remorse.
For anyone who is sick of having their heart broken, or getting hurt.
For anyone who can honestly say that MCR saved their lives.
For anyone who gets exited when someone says "Gerard, Frankie, Bob, Mikey, or Ray."
For anyone who gets exited when someone says "My Chemical Romance or MCR."
For anyone who says I am My Chemical Romance with pride, and with honesty For anyone who will repost this, and actually take the time.
For anyone who is a True MCR fan
For anyone who has had a relative say, "Please no more MCR today!"
For anyone who gets excited/ hyper when they see a random person wearing an MCR shirt down town.
For anyone who will go across the country to see a My Chemical Romance Concert.
For enyone who really listens to them.
For every one who dont know where they'd be with out them,
For anyone who loves them with all their hearts
For every one whos lives changed the moment they heard one song
For every one who would hold a funeral procession at school if MCR broke up

THIS IS FOR YOU!!!

Repost this if you are a true fan of MCR

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Anyone who is not mentioned I love you all too

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