AsheAngel• Show poetry

I like to write. It never gets too serious and it's mainly short stories and the occasional poem as you may have noticed and if you don't like what I write get over it, Im not forcing you to read it .

Ap family
~mom-OnyxZodiark
~aunt-VampyreBloodlust
~sister- zhanis wolf
~sister~ Emmabug

More unimportant information:
My B-day is April 11th
I am the friend of Randomness I am Strangeness!!!!!!!!! I think at least

Some of My Sayings
Live your own frikin' life and leave me to mine
You can find beauty in the darkest places
You laugh, I laugh, You cry, I cry, You jump off the bridge, I'm the one that pushed you Ha Ha
And Finally
Never give upon the one you truely love

Take this and if you have a heart, place this on your page

I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage.

I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.

We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.

We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gaybash.

I am the transgendered person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other trans friends which restaurants /don't/ raise a stink.

I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.

I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.

I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.


I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged my son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

*Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*
*NO ONE should be treated badly like this*

Take this and if you have a heart, place this on your page

My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I werent ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And i start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"Im sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While i lay there motionless
Brawled on the floor
My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me

And you can help
Sickens me top the soul,
And if you read this
and dont pass it on
I pray for your forgivness
Because you would have to be
One heartless person
To not be effected
By this Poem
And because u r effected,
Do something about it!
So all i ask you to do
Is pass this on by posting this on your home page!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!



Month One

Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.



Month Two

Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.



Month Three

You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.



Month Four

Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.



Month Five

You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?



Month Six

I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No .
. .



Month Seven

Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never
run. One more mouth that will never speak.
ABORTION IS WRONG





boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?


girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.


boy- oh realy? y?


girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.


boy- oh


girl- so what did we do in math 2day?


boy- u didnt miss ne thing that


great.......just lots of notes


girl- ok good


boy- yeah


girl- hey i have a question......


boy- ok, ask away


girl-........how much do u love me?


boy- u kno i love u more than anything


girl- yeah.....


boy- y did u ask?


girl-................>silence<..........


boy- is something wrong?


girl- no nothing at all


boy- good.


girl- ..............how much do u care about me?


boy- i would give u the world in a
heartbeat if i could.


girl- u would?


boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??


girl- no, everythings fine......


boy- are u sure?


girl- yeah.


boy- ok.......i hope so.


girl- ..............would u die for me?


boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday,
hun


girl- realy?


boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???



girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.



boy- ............ok



girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.



boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.



girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.




THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:



boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?



friend- no



boy- oh.



friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.



boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on

the phone last nite.



friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes



boy- yeah........but not her.



friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.



boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya

after school.



friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.


THAT NIGHT:



-ring-

-ring-

-ring-

-ring-



girl- hello?



boy- hey



girl- oh, hi.



boy- y weren't u at school 2day?



girl- uh.......i had another doctor

appointment.



boy- are u sick?



girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's

callin on my other line.



boy- ill wait.



girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.



boy-........alright, i love u hun.



very long pause<



girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.



boy- what???



girl- its the best thing for us right now.



boy- y????



girl- i love u.



click<


THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.



boy- hey dude



friend- hey



boy- whats up



friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex

lately?



boy- no



friend- so u didnt hear?



boy- hear what?



friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......



boy- dude, wtf tell me



friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468



boy- ok...........


BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL



-ring-

-ring-

-ring-



voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.



boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number,

im looking for my friend.



voice- what is her name, sir?



(boy gives info)



voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.



boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she???



voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.



boy- WHT HAPPENED??!!!!



voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.



boy- WAIT! NO!



*dial tone*


BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.



boy- omg are u ok??



girl- ..................



boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!



girl- i..........



boy- u what?? U WHAT???



girl- i have cancer and im on life support



boy- .....................>breaks into

tears<......................



girl- they're taking me off 2night



boy- y??



girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt



boy- y didnt u tell me????



girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.



boy- u could never hurt me



girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.



boy- ?



girl- i love u more than anything, i would

give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die

for you and take a bullet for you.



boy- ...........



girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be

here w/u



boy- then y'd u break up w/me?



nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.



BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.



but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.



NEXT DAY



the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...


THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a

bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...


Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others
*Dont Always Cut
[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]

*98 per cent of teenagers have tried pot. If you are one of the 2% who hasn't, post this into your message*


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"92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile."

-------------------Girls-----------------------
--------------are like apples----------------
---------on trees. The best ones-----------
--------are at the top of the tree.----------
------The boys don't want to reach--------
----for the good ones because they-------
--are afraid of falling and getting hurt.----
-Instead, they just get the rotten apples--
-from the ground that aren't as precious,--
-but easy. So the apples at the top think-
-something is wrong with them, when in--
----reality, they're amazing. They just----
-----have to wait for the right boy to------
-------come along, the one who's---------
--------------brave enough to---------------
------------------climb all-------------------
----------------- the way-------------------
-----------------to the top------------------
----------------of the tree.---------------



And if you didn't know enough about me here are some of my Favorite Bands
Avenged Sevenfold
Saosin
Tokio Hotel
Disturbed
Yellowcard
Madina Lake
Evanescence
My Chemical Romance
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Deaf Pedestrians
Flyleaf
Paramore
Muse
Likin Park
Hawthorne Heights
Bullet for My Valentine
Slipknot
Sum 41
Blink 182
Papa Roach
Nirvana
Mudvayne
Greenday
Hinder
Seether
Saliva
And the top favorite band
Nightwish

Place an X by all the things you've done.
() Smoked a cigarette
() Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
() Seen someone die
() Been to Canada
() Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
() Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
() Been on the opposite side of the country
() Gone to Washington, DC
() Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying...
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
() Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
() Sang karaoke badly
() Paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
() Written a letter to Santa Claus
() Been kissed under the mistletoe
() Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
() Made a bonfire on the beach
() Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating
() Started a mosh pit
()been in a mosh pit
(X) Own a knife
() Ran away for more then a day
() Got in a fight and lost
() Got in a fight a won
() Got a new girlfriend
(x) Been dumped
() Been smacked then dumped
() Smacked someone then dumped them
() Gone to court
() Gone to jail
() Been picked up by the cops
() Tell a cop to: go to hell, go him/her self ect...
() Own a gun
(X) Love someone
(X) Hate someone
(X) Love and hate someone
() Think someone loves you
(X) Think someone hates you
() Is gay
() Is lez
() Is bi
() Is gay but no one knows
() Is lez but no one knows
() Is bi but no one knows
() Isn't any of them
() Works out
() Has a tattoo
(x) Is a goth
(x) Is emo
(x) hates labels
(x) Is something
(x) is sick of people calling you emo and goth and whatever
() Is an alien
(x) Is "idk"
() Is no one
() Has ever been in boot camp
() Ever been to juvy
(x)Cusses regulary
() Loves life
(X) Hates life
() Wants to die
() Wants to live
(x) Wants to die but not kill themself
() Wants to kill themself
(X) Has ever cut
(x) Likes to cut
() Loves to cut
() Thinks cutting is wrong
(X) Thinks cutting helps
() Is a drama king/queen
(X) Doesn't care what people think
() Cares what people think
(X) Has more than one friend
() Has a best friend
() Is a goody-goody
(x) Is a bad-
(x) Has gone out with a girl/guy for over a month
() Believes in one gf one bf relationships
(x) Has someone to talk to
(x) Thinks you're smart
() Thinks you're dumb
() Thinks you're cool
() Thinks you're lame
() Liked this thingy
(x) Disliked this thingy