Hello-My name is Sequoia Dawn Alexandria Commins. I am proud of who I am. I try to help anyone I can, because I think its unfair for anyone to suffer (except the unalteringly evil ((rapists, serial killers ect...)) ) I am spiritual, but I usually keep this to myself. I've been chased by some people who are close minded and fear what they do not understand. People describe me in alot of ways: Spunky, creative, a little bitchy, active, funloving, outspoken, funny, smart, slightly flirty, physic, cool. These are my FRIENDS. The rest of the population.....the opposite. But whatever-I don't need the rest of the population. I used to be a cutter-I had been doing very well until my mother...kinda went crazy.....Then things fell apart.
http://m127.photobucket.com/image/sequoia/darrenthewise/Saugaro%20to%20Sequoia/DSC_0151.jpg.html?o=19
That is what I am, I guess.
http://m153.photobucket.com/image/red%20tailed%20hawk/silverfoxmage/Red-Tailed_Hawk.jpg.html?o=3&nav=prev
And the animal that protects me
http://m301.photobucket.com/image/protector%20banner/tempestvernum/creepy6.png.html?o=6
I try to be this
http://m255.photobucket.com/image/hurt%20banner/EOA3928/HURT/Aftermathimage.jpg.html?o=6
But end up like this
This is Who I Am
Songs show how I truly feel about alot of things.
The Almost-Drive There Now
These are the days that made me say
What the hey, let's say what we need to say
Since
Way back when we saled our innobitions because hold on tight
This is so the truth
I loved the way we laughed till we cried
Danced till we died
I love the smile when you look at me and say
You ready for this? Get ready for this.
I hope this caught you hard and I hope you write so much sorrow
And I imagined honestly, it gets you everytime, that I want it to honestly,
To think you're strong
I loved the way we laughed till we cried
Danced till we died
I love the smile when you look at me and say
You ready for this? Get ready for this.
This, This, This
I watched you till you never came
You say you're vicious so are they
So insane
So insane
I loved the way we laughed till we cried
Danced till we died
I love the smile when you look at me and say
You ready for this? Get ready for this.
Av Mary A by P!nk
Motorcycle's in the parking lot
Revving their engines and it just wont stop
My chosen noise screaming in my head
Houston I think we got a problem
Where does everybody go when they go
The go so fast I don't think they know
We hate so fast
And we love too slow
London I think we got a problem
And when I think about it
I just can't think about it
I try to drink about it
I keep spinning
Ave Mary A
Where did you go
Where did you go
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad
Help me let go
Of the chaos around me
The devil that hounds me
I need you to tell me
child be still
child be still
Broken hearts all around the spot
I can't help thinking that we lost the plot
Suicide bomber and a student shot
Tokyo I think we got a problem
But for they've got a pill
If that don't kill you then the side effects will
If we don't kill each other then the side effects will
Cape Town i think we've got a problem
Ave Mary A
Where did you go
Where did you go
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad
Help me let go
Of the chaos around me
The devil that hounds me
I need you to tell me
child be still
If the darkest hour comes
Before the light
Where is the light
Where is the light
If the darkest hour comes
Before the light
Where is the light
Where is the light
Where is the light, yeah
Ave Mary A
Where did you go
Where did you go
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad
Help me help me let go
Of the chaos around me
The devil that hounds me
I need you to tell me
child be still
child be still
child be still
Eva by Nightwish
winter morn
Snow keeps falling, silent dawn
A rose by any other name
Eva leaves her Swanbrook home
A kindest heart which always made
Me ashamed of my own
She walks alone but not without her name
Eva flies away
Dreams the world far away
In this cruel children's game
There's no friend to call her name
Eva sails away
Dreams the world far away
The Good in her will be my sunflower field
Please, please
Forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday, you'll look up barely conscious and say to no one
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence I know.
You forgot me long ago.
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone...
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please
Forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
"Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?"
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone...
Isn't someone missing me?
Isn't someone missing me?
And if I leave, I'll leave Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep, just to dream of you and wake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone...
Isn't someone missing me?
Linkin Park- Place for my Head
I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky
in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give
light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
You do Favors and then rapidly
You just Turn around and start asking me about
Things that you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d
Wear out your welcome / now you see
How quiet it is / all alone / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest
You try to take the best of me
Go away
http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/result/7458595/5711833/
These are all of my groups. I seriously need people to look at The Red Butterfly and Wolf Dance. Please!!
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Angel%20Bright%20Sanctuary
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Blood%20Underneath
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Den%20Of%20Shadows
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Kiesha%20ra
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Red%20High
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Spirit%20High
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/The%20Red%20Butterfly
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Wolf%20Dance
I am now making an AP Family:
Brother: Amethyst Silvermoon-Who I go to for understanding and advice. Avarus L. Katier- Another person who has some of the best advice and is someone i can talk to and be me.
Best Friend: Creating Darkness-love to RP with. Mystal LaRose- Love her charries.
PERFECT KITTY!!!!: Angel From Hell. For being a inspiration and just damn awesome!!!!
AP twin: Lunagirl15- You're freaking awesome! I love ya sissy!!
Niece: sunsunny3235
Mother: Unearthed- Angel
Just ask me if you want to be part of my AP Family, just IM me.
Dancing is the air I breathe. I love it so much. Especially bellydancing!http://www.bauchtanz-total.ch/bauchtanz/bauchtaenzerin.jpg
http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/result/7474266/5720975/
http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/result/1122851/1134996/-if only i could. lol
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HATE EMOS?
READ THIS:
Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely covers anything?
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isn't it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
I'm not laughing.
It's so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS???
Keep on laughing you bitch
Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this person's life
without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her LIFE
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS
BRAVE IS NOT KILLING YOURSELF EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE SO CLOSE TO THE EDGE YOU DREAM ABOUT IT
ITS KEEP ON GOING TO SCHOOL EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW ITS THE 9TH CIRCLE OF HELL
ITS KNOWING THAT IDIOTS LIKE YOU ARE WAITING FOR EMOS LIKE A HUNTER AT A GAME PARK
keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS
Too often, we lose sight of life's
simple pleasures. Remember, when
someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles
in your face to frown, BUT, it only takes
4 muscles to extend your arm
and bitch slap that motherfucker
up-side the head.......
Pass it on!
__________*/.)_______
_________*/•|________
________*/• \________
_______*(•_ )________
_______ .|¯|_________
_______ .|•|_________
_______ .|•|_________ MUSIC
_______ .|•|_________ =
_______ .|•|_________ LIFE!
_____,__.|•|_________
____/#|_.|•|__/\_____
___(##(_,|•|,_)))____
___\###/ |•|/&&/_____
____\##)&___&&(______
_____)#/&&___&&\_____
____/#|&&&___.&\\____
___(##\__&&&_'._)|___
____\ ######## //____
_____"+,_____,+"_____
I AM...
emo
punk
nice
quiet
happy
sad
resilient
loving
helpful
imperfect
mean
stubborn
*bunny*
isolated
weird
hated
ugly
pretty
worried
free
caged up
unknown
in love
heartbroken
heartbreaking
lost
cool
smart
alive
masked
truthful
used
abused
useful
kind
scared
power full
hopeful
hopeless
caring
and...everything that makes me, me
you don't like who i am..don't bother telling me you hate me
that kind of opinion doesn't matter to me
http://m127.photobucket.com/image/sequoia/darrenthewise/Saugaro%20to%20Sequoia/DSC_0151.jpg.html?o=19
That is what I am, I guess.
http://m153.photobucket.com/image/red%20tailed%20hawk/silverfoxmage/Red-Tailed_Hawk.jpg.html?o=3&nav=prev
And the animal that protects me
http://m301.photobucket.com/image/protector%20banner/tempestvernum/creepy6.png.html?o=6
I try to be this
http://m255.photobucket.com/image/hurt%20banner/EOA3928/HURT/Aftermathimage.jpg.html?o=6
But end up like this
This is Who I Am
Songs show how I truly feel about alot of things.
The Almost-Drive There Now
These are the days that made me say
What the hey, let's say what we need to say
Since
Way back when we saled our innobitions because hold on tight
This is so the truth
I loved the way we laughed till we cried
Danced till we died
I love the smile when you look at me and say
You ready for this? Get ready for this.
I hope this caught you hard and I hope you write so much sorrow
And I imagined honestly, it gets you everytime, that I want it to honestly,
To think you're strong
I loved the way we laughed till we cried
Danced till we died
I love the smile when you look at me and say
You ready for this? Get ready for this.
This, This, This
I watched you till you never came
You say you're vicious so are they
So insane
So insane
I loved the way we laughed till we cried
Danced till we died
I love the smile when you look at me and say
You ready for this? Get ready for this.
Av Mary A by P!nk
Motorcycle's in the parking lot
Revving their engines and it just wont stop
My chosen noise screaming in my head
Houston I think we got a problem
Where does everybody go when they go
The go so fast I don't think they know
We hate so fast
And we love too slow
London I think we got a problem
And when I think about it
I just can't think about it
I try to drink about it
I keep spinning
Ave Mary A
Where did you go
Where did you go
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad
Help me let go
Of the chaos around me
The devil that hounds me
I need you to tell me
child be still
child be still
Broken hearts all around the spot
I can't help thinking that we lost the plot
Suicide bomber and a student shot
Tokyo I think we got a problem
But for they've got a pill
If that don't kill you then the side effects will
If we don't kill each other then the side effects will
Cape Town i think we've got a problem
Ave Mary A
Where did you go
Where did you go
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad
Help me let go
Of the chaos around me
The devil that hounds me
I need you to tell me
child be still
If the darkest hour comes
Before the light
Where is the light
Where is the light
If the darkest hour comes
Before the light
Where is the light
Where is the light
Where is the light, yeah
Ave Mary A
Where did you go
Where did you go
How did you know to get out of a world gone mad
Help me help me let go
Of the chaos around me
The devil that hounds me
I need you to tell me
child be still
child be still
child be still
Eva by Nightwish
winter morn
Snow keeps falling, silent dawn
A rose by any other name
Eva leaves her Swanbrook home
A kindest heart which always made
Me ashamed of my own
She walks alone but not without her name
Eva flies away
Dreams the world far away
In this cruel children's game
There's no friend to call her name
Eva sails away
Dreams the world far away
The Good in her will be my sunflower field
Please, please
Forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday, you'll look up barely conscious and say to no one
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence I know.
You forgot me long ago.
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone...
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please
Forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
"Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?"
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone...
Isn't someone missing me?
Isn't someone missing me?
And if I leave, I'll leave Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep, just to dream of you and wake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone...
Isn't someone missing me?
Linkin Park- Place for my Head
I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky
in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give
light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
You do Favors and then rapidly
You just Turn around and start asking me about
Things that you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d
Wear out your welcome / now you see
How quiet it is / all alone / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest
You try to take the best of me
Go away
http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/result/7458595/5711833/
These are all of my groups. I seriously need people to look at The Red Butterfly and Wolf Dance. Please!!
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Angel%20Bright%20Sanctuary
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Blood%20Underneath
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Den%20Of%20Shadows
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Kiesha%20ra
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Red%20High
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Spirit%20High
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/The%20Red%20Butterfly
http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Wolf%20Dance
I am now making an AP Family:
Brother: Amethyst Silvermoon-Who I go to for understanding and advice. Avarus L. Katier- Another person who has some of the best advice and is someone i can talk to and be me.

Best Friend: Creating Darkness-love to RP with. Mystal LaRose- Love her charries.

PERFECT KITTY!!!!: Angel From Hell. For being a inspiration and just damn awesome!!!!
AP twin: Lunagirl15- You're freaking awesome! I love ya sissy!!
Niece: sunsunny3235

Mother: Unearthed- Angel
Just ask me if you want to be part of my AP Family, just IM me.

Dancing is the air I breathe. I love it so much. Especially bellydancing!http://www.bauchtanz-total.ch/bauchtanz/bauchtaenzerin.jpg
http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/result/7474266/5720975/
http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/result/1122851/1134996/-if only i could. lol
|………..|
|………..| Put this on your
|………..| page if you have
|……..O| ever pushed a
|………..| door that said pull!
|………..|
|………..|
HATE EMOS?
READ THIS:
Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely covers anything?
Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?
Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
Are you laughing?
Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?
Isn't it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
I'm not laughing.
It's so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.
Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS???
Keep on laughing you bitch
Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this person's life
without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her LIFE
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS
BRAVE IS NOT KILLING YOURSELF EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE SO CLOSE TO THE EDGE YOU DREAM ABOUT IT
ITS KEEP ON GOING TO SCHOOL EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW ITS THE 9TH CIRCLE OF HELL
ITS KNOWING THAT IDIOTS LIKE YOU ARE WAITING FOR EMOS LIKE A HUNTER AT A GAME PARK
keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS
Too often, we lose sight of life's
simple pleasures. Remember, when
someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles
in your face to frown, BUT, it only takes
4 muscles to extend your arm
and bitch slap that motherfucker
up-side the head.......
Pass it on!
__________*/.)_______
_________*/•|________
________*/• \________
_______*(•_ )________
_______ .|¯|_________
_______ .|•|_________
_______ .|•|_________ MUSIC
_______ .|•|_________ =
_______ .|•|_________ LIFE!
_____,__.|•|_________
____/#|_.|•|__/\_____
___(##(_,|•|,_)))____
___\###/ |•|/&&/_____
____\##)&___&&(______
_____)#/&&___&&\_____
____/#|&&&___.&\\____
___(##\__&&&_'._)|___
____\ ######## //____
_____"+,_____,+"_____
I AM...
emo
punk
nice
quiet
happy
sad
resilient
loving
helpful
imperfect
mean
stubborn
*bunny*
isolated
weird
hated
ugly
pretty
worried
free
caged up
unknown
in love
heartbroken
heartbreaking
lost
cool
smart
alive
masked
truthful
used
abused
useful
kind
scared
power full
hopeful
hopeless
caring
and...everything that makes me, me
you don't like who i am..don't bother telling me you hate me
that kind of opinion doesn't matter to me
- Last seen on Oct 9 7:55 PM. Member since October 22, 2008.
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- When I'm not writing, I'm , dancing, swimming, looking for nice emo guys. yeah. oh and trying to forget a guy named raymond.
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- I am in the groups Blackthorn High, Blood Underneath, Harry Potter School, Red High, Sidagle Middle School, Spirit High, Teenage Witches, The Arena, The Silvermyst Vampire Clan, Twilight RP, Vampire Wolf clan, Wolf Dance
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Monica watched as the flames licked the coffin and tried to force herself not to cry. She didn’t succeed very well. Though there was no reason not to cry her mind and soul was poured into this goal. The priest stared sadly at
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I happen to be her mother. Would you like to join my family?
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