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What do I do when I care for someone so deeply and I know she cares back, yet I let her just walk out of my life? When I go by her author page and cry... anyway... about me...

I'm one of the most caring and loving people you'll ever meet, simultaniously my greatest strength and weakness at the same moment. I'll know just what to say at just the right moment to help cheer you up and make you smile even when you're crying. I am a pillar of love and strength for the few friends I have. Chivalry is not dead and I do my best to let it live on in me. At the moment I'm currently going through alot of emotional heartbreak and probably will for a while. I may seem unstable at times of weakness, but this is a promise I'll make to my friends right now.

I am not suicidal. Ever. I might start thinking about it when i'm really in alot of hurt and pain, but I've always lived by suicide is a coward's way out of my own pain. (this is not what i believe for anyone other than myself and am very sympathetic to those in need)

I'm sorry if i've given off the impression that I am, because I'm not.


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Ap daughters...
I have none, I never thought i'd see the day when my close friends whom i consider like sisters or daughters to me would betray me over something i had nothing to do with.

and so, as once exiled from the AP family I started, I am now disowned by those who i cared about more so than what would be normal for an online friendship. There may be one left, but she never comes on anymore, and so has most likely forgotten all about me.

I am a whisper in the wind, a shadow quickly fading