ArachnesMuse• Show poetry

I have a tendancy to write depressing poetry, I can only write one happy poem per year I love to ride my horse and I love to read and write poetry.I hope to be able to continue towards the goal of being a professional show jumper. I can't really tell you much more about myself...I love to play my trumpet, and I love to sing at the top of my lungs when I drive.

Angel Lyrics

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
Theres always one reason
To feel not good enough
And its hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
Ill find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
Theres vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It dont make no difference
Escaping one last time
Its easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
Youre in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

There are times when everything is just to bad for words, and there is nothing we can do to change that. One of my friends was having a rough day, I looked at him when he asked how I wanted to be remembered I said "I want to be remembered as the girl who was all smiles and laughter. The girl who could brighten anyones day, even if she couldn't brighten her own" Things still haven't gotten better, but all we can do is try.

Random Quotes 'n' stuff:

If you look into a girls HEART, you'd see how much she really cries. You'll find hidden secrets, best friends and lies. But what you'll see the most is how HARD it is to stay strong when nothing's right and everything's wrong.

I've got A.D.D. and magic markers... oh the thrills I will have!!

Hurt the girl that never smiles
Break the girl that never heals
But don't think she can just walk away
Because she will awalys be looking back hoping to see you running after her.

I am who I am, your approval isn't needed

What matters most is how you see yourself

I am in a mental hospital because they say I have uncontrolable mood swings.....what are they talking about?!(Scream) I do NOT have any FREAKING MOOD SWINGS!!!!!! And...(sniffle) I have a great life (tear) why would I (so have any mood swings? (laugh) I am feeling great today! How about you?

I tried to sniff coke once...
but the ice cubes got stuck!
be back later when I get the ice cubes unstuck from my friggin nose!




my famila:

My Ap Twin is vampireskittles, my vamp twin, gotta love th vamps and stuff. Good times. Rpr's rule.

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