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YOU DONT HAVE TO LOVE ME... YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO LIKE ME... BUT YOU WILL RESPECT ME



I don't realy have a poetry style... I write what I feel and to vent sorta thing... I never really have shown other people my poems I usually just write them down to get them outa my head... I luv to write poems... they show your personality and can show your past and how you deal with thingz...

K well im am eighteen years old... I have two siblings... a nine year old sister and a three year old brother... I moved out from home last June... my favorite season is sumer... with suntanning to going to the lake to camping under the stars... my friends used to be my life... bt now my friends mean next to nothing... Ive been hurt by so many people and I have grown up so quickly... I have changed so much since last year and it honestly surprises me...


:+: Name: Alex Michalchuk

:+: Birthplace: Peace River, Alberta

:+: Hair Color: Brown, with blonde and red streaks

:+: Eye Color: Green and blue.. depending on my mood

:+: Height: 5'6 and a half...

:+: Your fears: spiders, and dying without fulfilling any dreams

:+: Your thoughts first waking up: zzz... morning baby... zzz...

:+: Your best physical feature: eyes

:+: Your most missed memory: just being with my family

:+: Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla ice crean but real chocolate....



Do you?

:+: Smoke: nope...

:+: Cuss: sometimes

:+: Sing: of course, only when the music is loud enough to drown out my voice lol...

:+: Take showers: yes

:+: Like high school: ... im just there to get it done... im done Febuary first...

:+: Think you’re a health freak: lol sometimes...

:+: Get along with your parent(s): uhh... no haven't talked to them in a few months...

:+: Like thunderstorms: only when my boyfriend is there with me...

:+: Gone to the mall?: haha only a COUPLE times...

:+: Skipped School: yeah

:+: Missed Someone: ..yes...

:+: Gone skating: ha ha yeah and i fall on my "bunny" every time... lol...

:+: Made homemade cookies: homeade cokkies are the best...

:+: Dyed your hair: yeah

:+: Cried over someone of the opposite sex: yep.. but really who hasn't???

:+: Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yep...

:+: Been called a flirt: sure...

:+: Gotten beaten up: no way, they dont stand a chance lol

:+: Have your drivers: yes...


Favourite-

:+: Color: hot pink and lime green

:+: Movie: fast n the furious, eurotrip, a walk to remember, i have a few more

:+: Sport: snowboarding n volleyball

:+: TV Show: Whistler

:+: Fruit: i have lots... i luv just about every fruit

:+: Season: SUMMER!!!!



. *S o я я y* - y o u - *c a и t* - d ε f i и ε - *m ε*

. *S o я я y* - I - *b я ε a k* - t h ε - *m o l d*

. *S o я я y* - t h a t - *I* - s p ε a k - *m y* - m i и d

. *S o я я y* - I - *d o и t *- d o - *ω h a t* - I m - *t o l d*

. *S o я я y* - i f - *I* - d o n t - *f a k ε* - i t

. *S o я я y* - I - *c o m e *- t o o - *я ε a l*

. *S o я я y* - i ƒ - *I* - a i и т - *p ε я ƒ ε c т*

. *S o я я y* - I - *đ o и т *- g i v ε - *a* - ƒ u c к

. *S o я я y* - I - *a i и т* - a - *đ i v a*

. *S o я я y* - j u s т - *к и o ω *- ω н a т - *I* - ω a и т

. *S o я я y* - I - *am *- и o т- *v i я g i и*

. *S o я я y* - I m - *и o т* - a - *s l u т*

. *I* - ω o и т - *l ε т *- y o u - *в я ε a к* - m ε

. *T н i и к* - ω н a т - *y o u* - ω a и т





I am who I am.
Like it Love it or Hate it.
I dont change for anyone but myself.
I'm not your average girl
My worth is not determened by the price of my cloths
And I've learned to love myself unconditionally
Because I am a QUEEN




Cracks in the Concrete are just reminders
That you fall apart,
No matter how strong you are.



never forget yesterday,
but always live for today;
because you never know what
tomorrow can bring,
or what it can take away.




I Cant Erase You From My Past

I Cant Delete You From My Mind

All I Can Do Is Say Good-bye

I Cant Pretend You Were Never Here

I Cant Fake Like It Didn’t Hurt When You Disapeared

I Refuse To Use A Fake Old Grin

But Then Again Ill Never Win…

I Cant Pretend I Don’t Care

I Cant Pretend That You Are Near

So I Guess Ill Just Pretend To Say Good-bye



Sometimes,

You Hurt The Ones Who Love You Most

And Sometimes,

You Hold The Ones Who Leave You Lost

And Sometimes

You Learn... But It's Too Late



Why Cry For Something That Wasn’t Meant To Be...

Why Look For Something You Simply Cannot See...

Why Believe Something You Know Isn’t True...

Why Care About Someone Who Doesn’t Care About You...

Why Reach For Something You Know You Cannot Touch....

Why Say You Dont Need Someone When You Miss Them So Much!?!