Ankera Rose• Show poetry

SMOTHERED HOPE by SKINNY PUPPY

withered rope you hang what's empty can't remain to put it simply
in time cry the hollow words to sing with false disguise
smothered hope fly from sorrow for a new divine tomorrow
i just don't want to know anymore
life shifts up and down everybody knows it's wrong
why don't you care? now do it seem fair?
it's not in the rhyme or reason
so it goes with every season crawl to top fall through bottom
first hand love is really rotten
slice of life find what's plenty inch towards a sanctuary
light with me inside the womb
i know everyone everybody knows it's me
it's my voice, my voice cries out obscenity
sightless eye regard my past sometimes it should
i just don't want to know anymore



well for thoes who hadnt figured it out, my poetry is abstract and dark like the lyrics of Skinny Puppy who have influinced me a tremendus ammount. i will post more on this soon...
Brap On...

This was written for me by my soul sis, DeathHoldsMeToYou.
take a look at her stuff.

Your wings are burned.
Your eyes are wide.
Your trying to find the light.
Your wrapped in shadows.
You lost in the lace of lies,
but dear sister I come to help you find your way.
To be a fire in your night.
That burns without harm to you.
i will cut those lace ribbons that bind you to your stone.
I will set you free, to run wild with me.
I will heal your sorrow with my kind words.
I will protect you so you can't hurt.
I will take the pain so you have none.
Just run wild with me away from the harsh sun.

~~My AP family:
DeathHoldsMeToYou--My sis.
BRoKeN BeauTiFuLLY---My neice(my sis's daughter)
Angelus Libertas--My Ange-sis ^_^
emo angel baby--My emo sis^_^
Maikeru--My brother---Keru-kun
death in the family--my sis as well ^_^
Caroline(always chainging her username LOL)--sis
princess of death--my sis
Darth Yakhana--my BEST friend and sis
vampire of poetry--My daughter/kittie
LiLSheep--My lil Bro
iWant2LoveAndBLoved--My sis
MIRANDA BRICKMAN--best friend and sis

`````I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!!``````

I am Queen of the Kingdom Of Salo.

I am currently pregnate with two children, both girls...one was inplanted by my neice for me to keep safe....i will die to protect them if i must...

~~**~~UPDATE~~**~~
Jan 5 2007
I lost my best friend today, Alie Scott. She was an amazing person, great poet, and without her I wouldnt have a lot of the friends I have today. Alie was killed crossing the street to her bus stop, when a truck comeing down the road struck and killed her. She died at Blessing Hospital about 50 minutes after being hit. She was a strong girl, and held on till the end. I love Alie. and she may be gone in the flesh, but she lives on in my heart. I love you Alie....and in my heart you will never die.




~~**~~UPDATE~~**~~
Dec 22 2006-
I have given brith to two beautiful little girls:
Sli Blaze (rightfuly my child)
and Helena Snow (my nieces child, whom I will rais along side her)

Helena is the oldest by about an hour, her hair is black with hints of silver in it, her eyes a sky blue. she truely is a beautiful baby.

Sli has pure silver hair and dark silver eyes. she's mommys little girl.

I love them both....you would be wise never to cross either of them.

~~~LYRICS~~~
Lucifer's Angel by The Rasmus

Behind those eyes lies the truth and grief
Behind those beautiful smiles I've seen tragedy
The flawless skin hides the secrets within
Silent forces that secretly ignite your sins

Fly away, fly away
From the torch of blame
They haunt you
The Lucifer's Angels
Never lived, you never died
Your life has been denied
They call you
The Lucifer's Angel

Beyond these clouds you can hide all your tears
Beyond this world you'll be safe from their wicked fears
And in their hearts they fear your demands
You know their minds won't accept you, they'll never understand

Fly away, fly away
From the torch of blame
They haunt you
The Lucifer's Angels
Never lived, you never died
Your life has been denied
They call you
The Lucifer's Angel

On your own I know you can make it
Truth or bone. I know you can shake it
Survive alone I know you can take it

Fly away, fly away
From the torch of blame
They haunt you
Lucifer's Angels
You never lived, you never died
Your life has been denied
They call you
Lucifer's Angel

Fly away, fly away
Run away, run away
Hide away, hide away
Lucifer's Angel


Fuck It by Seether

I guess I like it when we play
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you hate me
(The way you drag me down)
‘Cause I can’t face myself in a mirror
(I’m left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I’m left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me

I guess I like it when we fight
(The way you drag me down)
I guess I like it when you smite me
(The way you drag me down)
‘Cause I can’t face myself in a mirror
(I’m left alone with all my pain)
And I disgrace myself in the mirror
(I’m left alone with my shame)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me

You’re out of luck - can’t get a piece of me
It’s all blown up. Don’t even fuck with me.
I cannot please you all forever
I cannot please you at all
(I can feel you coming up behind me)

Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me
Fuck it! I see you in me
Fuck it! I feel you in me
Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me


Stupid Girl by Cold

Wanna love ya
Wanna bug ya
Wanna squeeze ya
Stupid girl

Wanna touch ya,
Wanna take ya,
Wanna shut ya,
Stupid girl.

I can't take this,
Born to break this.

She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

I'm a loner,
I'm a loser,
I'm a winner,
In my mind.

I'm a bad one,
I'm a good one,
I'm a sick one,
With a smile.

I can't take this,
Born to break this.

She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

[acoustic break]
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

(whoa)

She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
Stupid girl, Stupid girl