Among the shadows• Show poetry

ya this is me, you can like me love me hate me, idont really care either way...........if you dnt like me youll get over that stage soon ;-] just playin

my AP family

AP older sister- jesterjas, love her

i write about pain, pain is all i really feel i hate being alone and yet i push everyone away placing myself in a state of loneliness that is too much for me to handle.

my poems dont always rhyme they kinda just express exactly how i feel at that exact moment in time and sometimes they're even too dark for me to put on here.i dont think you really give a shit about me, so thats all i have to say

"love is a lost cause,an empty hope and a broken dream,when you let someone in you only get hurt so why open up,love causes heart break and heart break causes pain"-me

"with the veins of memories that once ran right through a lost and lonely me......"-me

"cut my wrists and black my eyes,so i can fall asleep tonight, or die, because you kill me, you know you do you kill me well you like it too and i can tell, youll never stop until, my final breath is gone..."-Hawthorne Heights

i happen to fall in love way too easy, suprise suprise! and i always get my heart broken so i just wanna quit kinda, faithfullness is one of the hardest things to find anymore so ya and thats pretty much were australian hawaiian haha what a mut i am, mostly hawaiian, i speak hawaiian i love that language but i live in southern california!
if you wanna talk to me um i dnt really know, im me or something or you can look at my myspace
www.myspace.com/36754648
aim:calisrfrgirl16
email:calisrfrgirl16@aol.com
or Amongshadows18@yahoo.com

i love the bands
-AFI
-BLEEDING THROUGH
-ALLISTER
-AIDEN
-ATREYU
-THE USED
-ALLRED
-IPX
-METALICA
-FINCH-the old stuff
-BRAND NEW
-TAKING BACK SUNDAY
-PENNYWISE
-MXPX
-RANCID
-GOLDFINGER
-BRIGHTEYES
-SOUTHRACE
-SILENT SUFFERING (MY BANDS NAME)
..........UM A LOT MORE I HAVE A WIDE VARIETY OF MUSIC LOVE!!! IM A MUSICIAN SO YA THATS PROBABLY WHY.... I PLAY THE GUITAR AND PIANO AND I SING LEAD FOR AN EMO/SCREAMO/SCA BAND CALLED AMONG THE SHADOWS AND I PLAY AND SING ACOUSTIC ON THE SIDE,

I HAVE dark brown hair,its kinda long,
UMMMM I TEND TO DRESS REALLY FASIONCORE/PUnK/EMO, DEPENDS ON THE MOOD I GUESS......by my poetry youd never know im quite a lovable person so if you really wanna know me. talk to me!!! i promise im a nice girl!

-i hate clowns,ya i know im a pussy but they scare the shit out of me
_i love the dark
-i hide in my room all day
-i love my guitar
-i love to sing
-Im a jokester lol no but really i get the giggles a lot haha
-im a really easy going person and i love to listen
-i hate ladders cuz im superstitious,only cuz last time i walked under one i fell down an entire flight of stairs and landed on my ass..
-people in suites like at circuses or disneyland scare me.....
-i love pretty much anyone...once i get to know you

Evanescence-(breath no more)

I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I’ve come to believe my souls on the other side.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I’ve been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can’t help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe now...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.

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