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So much of my life has changed since February...
Moved to Texas in an attempt to be happier and find myself.

There are days I'm still searching, utterly lost within this darkness.

Started my own graphic design and photography business.
At least I'll be doing something I love.

I'm doing all the things you said I should...I'm living and being me.
And there still isn't a day that I don't think about us.

I lost my fiance, my best friend in the whole world...I lost part of myself too.

Baby why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go

I was counting on forever now I'll never know

I can't even breath

Its like I'm looking from distance

Standing in the background

Everybodys saying hes not coming home now

This can't be happening to me

This is just a dream

Carrie Underwood - Just a Dream

Wil

William 11/3/67-2/6/09

Wil...

This all seems so fake, like this never really happened, I keep thinking its just a horrible dream. I still feel like you should be calling me at O'stupid 30 on your way to PT just to say Hi and to tell me you love me.

Why wont you wake me up from this horrible dream? Why...

I love you always Wil.

Love,

Your Green Eyed Lady

wolf picture

I don't understand why you left me here alone...

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I'm a obsidian idea poet for 653 comments.
My mood is , and quote is "OOOoooOOOoooOOO I can't believe you're gone".
I am a 21 year old girl (United States)
When I'm not writing, I'm a Photographer *click*.
I have 653 comments, 3 contests, 167 poems, 10 stories

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Guest Book

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Catressa on February 18

You know Agony? I searched long and hard for his obit.. Funny.. I never found it..
poetryality on February 8

I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers and thoughtys.

Renee
Miss Faerie on April 17, 2008

I LOVE that song
Missed you ♥
on May 12, 2006

wonders if the Wolf will ever come back