So much of my life has changed since February...
Moved to Texas in an attempt to be happier and find myself.
There are days I'm still searching, utterly lost within this darkness.
Started my own graphic design and photography business.
At least I'll be doing something I love.
I'm doing all the things you said I should...I'm living and being me.
And there still isn't a day that I don't think about us.
I lost my fiance, my best friend in the whole world...I lost part of myself too.
Baby why'd you leave me, why'd you have to go
I was counting on forever now I'll never know
I can't even breath
Its like I'm looking from distance
Standing in the background
Everybodys saying hes not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
Carrie Underwood - Just a Dream

William 11/3/67-2/6/09
Wil...
This all seems so fake, like this never really happened, I keep thinking its just a horrible dream. I still feel like you should be calling me at O'stupid 30 on your way to PT just to say Hi and to tell me you love me.
Why wont you wake me up from this horrible dream? Why...
I love you always Wil.
Love,
Your Green Eyed Lady

I don't understand why you left me here alone...

- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since November 2, 2004.
- I'm a obsidian idea poet for 653 comments.
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, and quote is "OOOoooOOOoooOOO I can't believe you're gone". - I am a 21 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Photographer *click*.










- I have 653 comments, 3 contests, 167 poems, 10 stories
Poems I'm focused on
My Poetry
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I held that gun in my hand
felt the weight of it pulling me down16 lines, 1 comment, November 6 -
For Miss Faerie,
I sure hope you like it.3 lines, 6 comments, September 30
My Stories
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332 lines, 8 comments, July 21, 2005. In <200 lines, Erotica
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The sun was high in the sky.
My strawberry blonde hair tousled from play. -
611 lines, 2 comments, July 19, 2005. In <200 lines, Erotica
Guest Book
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Catressa on February 18You know Agony? I searched long and hard for his obit.. Funny.. I never found it..
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poetryality on February 8I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers and thoughtys.
Renee
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Miss Faerie on April 17, 2008I LOVE that song
Missed you ♥
wonders if the Wolf will ever come back 