if you don't know what this means, it's quite possible that you don't know hebrew. It means The Darkness.
I was going to tell you about me, but i have decided that if you want to know, get to know me. For i am many things, and i am nothing.
The perrenial turns shake loose,
in a spiraling downward splay from the twisted eppicentre.
Motions curve fleetingly away into the faded distance.
They shatter uselessly apart into nothingness.
And the ringing closes in.
That deathly silence, that is not silence at all.
Crying out, he calls for solution.
Answers in the pose of mindless.
The Darkness, the depths of the night, the smallest point of light, the centre of a shadow. The absence of all colour, all hope, all future. I am everything, and i am nothing. The nameless, and the named. I am my own contradiction.
Of a diamond-broken velvet night, in calm peace, listening to the pull and tow of the sea's waves, there you will find me. Penning my thoughts and contradictions for all too see.
Though, before you enter my world of a twisted mind, take heed; You may not find what you look for.
Nyteshade.
Now this chika, is one hell of a woman. She's smart, kind thoughtful etc etc. All the things on the thankyou card.
But really, she makes me chuckle and chortle even, and that's a good thing. But out of the few of you that actually know me on this site, Nyte is one of the only that really do. I do my damnedest to know her too. I have high reguard for intelligence and quality in a person and Nyte is by any measure one of the best. One day i will steal her and keep her in a closet for whenever i need to see the brighter side of life.
Her poetry really is wonderful you should read it, and if you don't, well what are you doing on my page, reading my shit? She's better!
P.s. Don't call her Nightshirt!
Juggalo Prayers
Now I Lay me down to sleep
I pray Shangri-La My soul to keep
But if I'm dead, before I wake
I pray to Ninjas
My axe to take
Pass it on
From clown to clown
And all have fun
From the underground
Swinging hatchets
Now world wide
Hatchets held high
Now that is juggalo pride
Our father of Shangri-La
Hallowed be thy name
If the world turns over
Save me from the fire rain
Keep me pure, keep me clean
As the louts grows
I ask you for forgiveness
Keep me from the crows
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|……..O| ever pushed a
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JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does anyone else realize this? Does anyone else feel the pain I do when my heart bleeds as I watch my family fall apart? We are all equal. Juggalos shoud not fight with one another! Remember? We are suppose to love each other! We need to be reunited as one once again. Just as we were before. "From the first jokers card, Carnival of Carnage, to the latest card. The Wraith: Shangri-La, we have been united as one by the powers of the Dark Carnival, the power that brings us together and makes us who we are, never again must you care what people think of you or what you do, this is our world and we live for each other!" If you own a copy of Dark Lotus, as soon as you get a chance, I want you to sit down and listen to ..15 enititled, "Juggalo Family." When the song is over, think about what it means and think about how it makes you feel. If yall want to laugh than go ahead but personally, When i sang the song i really didnt listen to the words but when I heard that song for the first time, I was at The Gathering of The Juggalos 2001 and when I listened to the words and took a look around at all the juggalos face, tears slowly came from my eyes and I thought to myself, "this is my family." It felt so good to know that the only thing I care about is right here with me. My juggalo family is the only thing true in my life. Nothing else has ever made me feel good. No person place or thing has ever looked at me as a part of their family. If you own a computer, get on a website such as realjuggalos.com and click on the icon "juggalos" search through the page and take a look at all of them and just think, each of them consider you family, each of these people can be trusted with your life just as they trust you with their life. We shouldn't be fighting, we should be giving each other hugs and saying, " I clown love you ninja!" to any of you that have web sites, i would greatly appreciate it if you could post this on your site. If you happen to have access to a copy machine, please make copies and give this to as many juggalos as possible. I want to make sure every juggalo world wide reads this letter I'm goin to do my damnest to save our juggalo world and reunite it, not only that but make our family bigger. We have over two million dedicated juggalos in the world but we must also be dedicated to each other. My heart, mind, body and soul goes out to each and every one of you. If you dont remember anything from this, at least remember this, "mass murder makes me happy, dead bodies make me happy, say what you will of me, I'll always have juggalo family" please repost this and help our sick family find there way back - Violent J
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You know you live in 2008 when...
1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave.
2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years.
3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or myspace.
4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV.
6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.
7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.
8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.
9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.
10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.
11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.
12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did.
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AMONGST.
Amongst the haze and darkness,
through the mist and shadow,
there is a place devoid of hope and laughter,
where sorrow resides.
There you will find me.
In the syringe that sticks your foot,
in the mind of a killer,
in the car that takes a child,
in the last lonely song.
There you will find me.
In the sheep lost from the flock,
in the sick and dying,
in the blood of the tortured.
In the smile of an alcoholic
There you will find me.
I am the tar that scorches your feet,
the sun that burns your face.
I am the ice that freezes your soul,
the wind that stings your eyes.
In this you will find me.
I am the drug that courses your veins,
the smoke that fills your lungs.
I am the cancer in your heart,
and the blade across your wrists.
In this you will find me.
I am here but i am not.
take me as you find me,
for i can be your rose...
or a thorn.
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Put this on your page if your against abuse of any kind or have been abused.
I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.
(for all women who have mistreated
by my disrespectful sex.)
Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.
But most of all...
I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"
Oh an if you aint down wid me, Fuck you, i dont give a shit!!.
I was going to tell you about me, but i have decided that if you want to know, get to know me. For i am many things, and i am nothing.
The perrenial turns shake loose,
in a spiraling downward splay from the twisted eppicentre.
Motions curve fleetingly away into the faded distance.
They shatter uselessly apart into nothingness.
And the ringing closes in.
That deathly silence, that is not silence at all.
Crying out, he calls for solution.
Answers in the pose of mindless.
The Darkness, the depths of the night, the smallest point of light, the centre of a shadow. The absence of all colour, all hope, all future. I am everything, and i am nothing. The nameless, and the named. I am my own contradiction.
Of a diamond-broken velvet night, in calm peace, listening to the pull and tow of the sea's waves, there you will find me. Penning my thoughts and contradictions for all too see.
Though, before you enter my world of a twisted mind, take heed; You may not find what you look for.
Nyteshade.
Now this chika, is one hell of a woman. She's smart, kind thoughtful etc etc. All the things on the thankyou card.
But really, she makes me chuckle and chortle even, and that's a good thing. But out of the few of you that actually know me on this site, Nyte is one of the only that really do. I do my damnedest to know her too. I have high reguard for intelligence and quality in a person and Nyte is by any measure one of the best. One day i will steal her and keep her in a closet for whenever i need to see the brighter side of life.
Her poetry really is wonderful you should read it, and if you don't, well what are you doing on my page, reading my shit? She's better!
P.s. Don't call her Nightshirt!
Juggalo Prayers
Now I Lay me down to sleep
I pray Shangri-La My soul to keep
But if I'm dead, before I wake
I pray to Ninjas
My axe to take
Pass it on
From clown to clown
And all have fun
From the underground
Swinging hatchets
Now world wide
Hatchets held high
Now that is juggalo pride
Our father of Shangri-La
Hallowed be thy name
If the world turns over
Save me from the fire rain
Keep me pure, keep me clean
As the louts grows
I ask you for forgiveness
Keep me from the crows
|………..|
|………..| Put this on your
|………..| page if you have
|……..O| ever pushed a
|………..| door that said pull!
|………..|
|………..|
JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does anyone else realize this? Does anyone else feel the pain I do when my heart bleeds as I watch my family fall apart? We are all equal. Juggalos shoud not fight with one another! Remember? We are suppose to love each other! We need to be reunited as one once again. Just as we were before. "From the first jokers card, Carnival of Carnage, to the latest card. The Wraith: Shangri-La, we have been united as one by the powers of the Dark Carnival, the power that brings us together and makes us who we are, never again must you care what people think of you or what you do, this is our world and we live for each other!" If you own a copy of Dark Lotus, as soon as you get a chance, I want you to sit down and listen to ..15 enititled, "Juggalo Family." When the song is over, think about what it means and think about how it makes you feel. If yall want to laugh than go ahead but personally, When i sang the song i really didnt listen to the words but when I heard that song for the first time, I was at The Gathering of The Juggalos 2001 and when I listened to the words and took a look around at all the juggalos face, tears slowly came from my eyes and I thought to myself, "this is my family." It felt so good to know that the only thing I care about is right here with me. My juggalo family is the only thing true in my life. Nothing else has ever made me feel good. No person place or thing has ever looked at me as a part of their family. If you own a computer, get on a website such as realjuggalos.com and click on the icon "juggalos" search through the page and take a look at all of them and just think, each of them consider you family, each of these people can be trusted with your life just as they trust you with their life. We shouldn't be fighting, we should be giving each other hugs and saying, " I clown love you ninja!" to any of you that have web sites, i would greatly appreciate it if you could post this on your site. If you happen to have access to a copy machine, please make copies and give this to as many juggalos as possible. I want to make sure every juggalo world wide reads this letter I'm goin to do my damnest to save our juggalo world and reunite it, not only that but make our family bigger. We have over two million dedicated juggalos in the world but we must also be dedicated to each other. My heart, mind, body and soul goes out to each and every one of you. If you dont remember anything from this, at least remember this, "mass murder makes me happy, dead bodies make me happy, say what you will of me, I'll always have juggalo family" please repost this and help our sick family find there way back - Violent J
...............................................................................................................
You know you live in 2008 when...
1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave.
2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years.
3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or myspace.
4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV.
6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.
7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.
8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.
9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.
10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.
11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.
12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did.
...............................................................................................................
AMONGST.
Amongst the haze and darkness,
through the mist and shadow,
there is a place devoid of hope and laughter,
where sorrow resides.
There you will find me.
In the syringe that sticks your foot,
in the mind of a killer,
in the car that takes a child,
in the last lonely song.
There you will find me.
In the sheep lost from the flock,
in the sick and dying,
in the blood of the tortured.
In the smile of an alcoholic
There you will find me.
I am the tar that scorches your feet,
the sun that burns your face.
I am the ice that freezes your soul,
the wind that stings your eyes.
In this you will find me.
I am the drug that courses your veins,
the smoke that fills your lungs.
I am the cancer in your heart,
and the blade across your wrists.
In this you will find me.
I am here but i am not.
take me as you find me,
for i can be your rose...
or a thorn.
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..../b//..\\\\.......
.../u//....\\\\......
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....\e\\..////.......
.....\a\\////........
......\w\\//.........
....../a//\\.........
...../r//.\\\........
..../e//..\\\\.......
.../n//....\\\\......
../e//......\\\\.....
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Put this on your page if your against abuse of any kind or have been abused.
I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.
(for all women who have mistreated
by my disrespectful sex.)
Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.
But most of all...
I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"
Oh an if you aint down wid me, Fuck you, i dont give a shit!!.
- Last seen 6 hours ago. Member since January 7, 2008.
- I'm a malachite opening poet for 446 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "I'm lost on you.".
- I am a 23 year old man (Australia)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Imma down wid da clooowwwnnn!.
- Contact me on
- MSN Messenger: mrmonkey71@hotmail.com
- I am in the groups 420 Mafia, A Group for All Roleplayers, Drug wrecks and candy pills, Empire of the Metamorphi, Final Creation a RP group, InSaNe Cl0wN PoSsE, Juggalo Family, Kerosine fingers, Kingdom Eclipse, Macabre Madness, Metamorphi Village of the Dark, Shangri la, The Dark Carnivale, The Darktree Clan, The Hitchhikers A to Z Guide to Races, The Kingdom of SaLO, The Maryian Dynasty, Thy Kingdom Come, the emo group
- I have 446 comments, 91 poems, 26 journals
My Poetry
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With a backpack full of C4 through the back-door,
Full of twisted acclaims because it's all that you're good for.35 lines, 19 comments, November 18 -
I'd serenade you till sunrise come,
I'd sing to you of love.20 lines, 18 comments, November 8 -
42 lines, 26 comments, November 2
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There's a chicken in the chook shed,
Laying studious eggs,84 lines, 10 comments, October 29
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I have seen everything now. One down that never is such. Wicked clowns with feelings, and what the hell is the point of a short-neck giraffe? I guess this one is for that friend. I forget what I'm like sometimes. It wouldn't be half the things that go through my head that people actually hear or see. Must be happy,November 4, 600 words. → 8 comments, Add one?
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As twisted vines we grow, Confused, lost, abandoned, naught we know. But through time we see, The crest of the tree, And sunshine we do find. Though hold thus in mind; We travelled far, rough roads, To arrive where we are. Now supple light tempts, Us further and hence; We have gained far more thanOctober 26, 100 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
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I have something interesting for you. This is upon request from Kastor. This is one of Shakespear's sonnets. 1 From fairest creatures we desire increase, That thereby beauty's rose might never die, But as the riper should by time decrease, His tender heir might bear his memory: But thou, contracted to thine oOctober 25, 300 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
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NyteShade on November 22Just wanted to....Grigbie you!! -grigbies all sensual and erotic like-
Yes I know Ive done this sooo many times on your page but I can't help it
its fun! 
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Overlord Darklight : AFE'S NEW ALIAS~ (Invalid.) on November 11An oversight, I assure you, Afe.
(grins)
I had NO idea that my wheelings and dealings
were of such interest to you, Mr. la!
...honoured, truly.
(rolls his wrist and chuckles)
There, there, Afe.
...the issue has been rectified.
Better?
...I hope so.
Please let me know if there is anything
further that which you require.
(smiles)
Invalid?
...never. -
Thoughtful Seeker on November 3Just thought I'd stop by and say hi before I went to bed. Hope you are doing great. T.S.
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Darc Fragile Rose on November 2JUGGALO VS. FRIEND--
Friend: Calls your parents "Mr." or "Mrs."
Juggalo: Call your parents "Mom" or "Dad."
Friend: Has never seen you cry.
Juggalo: Has the best shoulder to cry on.
Friend: Asks you for your number.
Juggalo: Asks you for their number.
Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd.
Juggalo: Always has your back.
Friend: Runs for help in a fight.
Juggalo: Jumps in the fight to help.
Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail.
Juggalo: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was fucking awesome!"
Friend: Will help you move out of a house.
Juggalo: Will help you move a dead body out of the house.
Friend: Bums you a cigarette
Juggalo: Bums you his last pack
Friend: Is there when you need them
Juggalo: Is there even when you don't need them
Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet
Juggalo: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning
Friend: Hides you from the cops
Juggalo: Is probably the reason the cops are after you in the first place
Friend: Lets you make an ass out of yourself in public
Juggalo: Is up there with you making an ass out of themselves too
Friend: Likes you cause your always doing stupid shit
Juggalo: Loves you even though you do stupid shit
Friend: Is shocked to find out your actually gay
Juggalo: Already knew but really could care less
Friend: Doesn't tell anyone if you kill the guy who tried to kill you
Juggalo: Helped you kill that asshole
Friend: Comes with you to your moms funeral
Juggalo: Cries with you at your moms funeral
Friend: Tells you when his parents doesn't want him to hang out with you any more
Juggalo: Laughs in his parents faces for saying that
Friends: Fade
Juggalos: Are 4 Ever
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