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I live for a few things. One of which is writting. You can label me all you want, but sticky plastic won't stop me. I write poetry and songs, and most of all, particles of unfinished novels, that I can never finish because, I'm never in the same 'place' for very long. I write sad, love, hope, happy, romantic, adventure. Wherever my mind takes me. I write very personally, and I always seem to throw myself at the traffic.
I hope you enjoy reading my pile of letters and words, stuck together, and I hope one day I can thank you. But that will prbably never happen.
My words to you are : Peace. Love. Hope. Howie Day. Jared leto.
My 5 commandments.

♪Peace.Love.Hope...the're the three I ought to say, and If I don't you'll walk away...what more can I do?
But just hold on, this is MY song, and there's some things you just 'forgot'...Jared Leto and Howie Day...what more can I say? Thats all you need to know. But don't thnk Imma sort of show.♪



Ps- Don't think Im all depressed, but don't think Im happy all the time...but I usually am...I have my music, and a fresh sheet of paper, and fudgecake has a smile, that only I notice.

Im not emo, Im not hippy, Im not sad, Im not a geek.
I dont beleive in war and hurt, Im a pacifist, Im a catholic, I don't go to church If you break my camera I'll break you.


[♥ Is it possible to fall so completly in love with music, that time acutally stops, and for one, insignificant, irrelevant second, you can taste, with the very tip of your tounge, the true, pure meaning of freedom - ME! ♥]

(x) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating

Relationships:
( ) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
( ) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
(x) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
( ) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that someone cheated on me)
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
( ) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality:
( ) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
( ) I love to flirt.
( ) I've been kissed in the rain.
( ) I've hugged a stranger.
( ) have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime:
( ) I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't (I'm sorry)
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
( ) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
( ) I am keeping a secret from the world
( ) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
( ) I've run a red light.
( ) I've been suspended from school.
( ) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
( ) I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol:
(x) I've consumed alcohol. (YUCK)
( ) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
( ) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
( ) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
( ) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
( ) I take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
( ) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
( ) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.

Death and Suicide:
(x) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
(x) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
( ) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
( ) I've attempted suicide.


Random:
(x) I can sing well. (most of the time)
(x) I open up to others easily.
( ) I watch the news (occasionally).
(x) I don't kill bugs.
(x) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
(x) I am a morning person.
( ) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
(x) I'm a snob about grammar.
( ) I am a sports fanatic.
(x) I twirl my hair
( ) have "x"s in my screen name
(x) I love being neat *Sometimes*
(x) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) I bake well.
(x) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) I would wear pajamas to school. (and have)
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
(x) I know how to shoot a gun.
(x) I am in love with love.
(x) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
(x) I eat fast food weekly
(x) I believe in ghosts/spirits.
(x) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(x) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
(x) I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails
(x) I play video games
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
(x) I'm good at remembering names.
(x) I'm good at remembering dates.
( ) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
( ) I have tried to join a circus and failed