I'm Brianna.
I live in an altered reality. No, not cyberspace. I'm not even on the computer much anymore.
I'm good at hiding. Good at running--from problems. Good at pretending.
I miss the people I cared about. I miss the people I pretend to not care about more.
I'm afraid to lose the people I love.
I'm afraid of regret and I'm afraid of myself.
I like mirrors, they remind me of my pretend life.
I like walking, I like music, I like sad movies, books, poems.
Chocolate chip cookies and pizza are my favorite foods.
I don't like to conform. I'm stubborn and opinionated. I hate it when people try to look out for me.
Sometimes pain is good.
Sometimes happiness isn't for real.
Sometimes love is really obsession.
I'm just human anyway.
I live in an altered reality. No, not cyberspace. I'm not even on the computer much anymore.
I'm good at hiding. Good at running--from problems. Good at pretending.
I miss the people I cared about. I miss the people I pretend to not care about more.
I'm afraid to lose the people I love.
I'm afraid of regret and I'm afraid of myself.
I like mirrors, they remind me of my pretend life.
I like walking, I like music, I like sad movies, books, poems.
Chocolate chip cookies and pizza are my favorite foods.
I don't like to conform. I'm stubborn and opinionated. I hate it when people try to look out for me.
Sometimes pain is good.
Sometimes happiness isn't for real.
Sometimes love is really obsession.
I'm just human anyway.
- Last seen on Nov 23 8:30 PM 2008. Member since February 1, 2004.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 380 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "love doesn't mean honesty".
- I am a girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a student.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/einsameseele
- I have 380 comments, 3 contests, 34 poems, 3 stories
My Poetry
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I am smiling, outside, hoping that you will notice I am shrinking, inside, hoping you will notice24 lines, 1 comment, December 11, 2007
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Every time / Never fails / I stare into the mirror / An evil beast is all I see / The monster that resides in me / His name is unknown / He ate me / Ate my soul right out / I have a devil in my heart / He li24 lines, 2 comments, July 20, 2007. In Abuse
My Stories
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She stared off tiredly and yawned thinking she had to distract herself from the throbbing pain in her head. She got up, slipped up the stairs quietly and went to her jewelery b537 lines, 1 comment, May 22, 2005. In <200 lines, Horror
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2810 lines, 4 comments, May 12, 2005. In <200 lines, Erotica
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She huddled up in the corner of the balcony. Her knees hugged to her chest as she leaned back against the thin, black, chipped, metal poles. Around her, clothes beat against th1902 lines, 1 comment, March 21, 2005. In <200 lines, Fiction
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JPuchyr : *hugs* on October 7, 2008how are you doing Cacawallabs? do you see the good in the world yet? the majesty of a flower petal unfolding before the sun, it doesn't know why it opens to the sun, but it does *buries you in symbolic meaning* miss you, love you *hugs you tightly* i like seeing you sign on
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JPuchyr on May 13, 2008heyyy...you put a new poem out this year *hugs sissaboo* missed you, i remembered my password *is happy*
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insaneprincess on October 21, 2007is it really you >.<
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sidewinder on August 21, 2007pounces allllllllll over your authorpage
