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this is dedicated to darc raven

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PkrN6qsZu5U&feature=related

 

 

 

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As I twine together with my mate I roar and fill the cup.  This is my dream to have the mate I chose and have him with me.  Hello I am Maili a blue dragon.  I roar through these skies and dance over the sands.  My lightning breath sears all around me.  I can throw my voice so that you think I am someplace else as I steal your supper.  I am a tricky one.

 

 

 

They say there is a yin for every yang but I have yet to see it.  I don't believe there is such a thng anymore.  Been hurt one to many times.    It would be rich if there were such a thing.  Anyway more about me.  As I said I am a draqon and I soar the skies looking for that which I lost.  A love so precious that time stood still for it.

 

 

 

Dragons are reputed to be strong and caring all at the same time,

I know that I have had to be strong in my life and every time I care I end up hurt by those that think it is great to walk over someone just looking for what we all look for ACCEPTANCE and LOVE.  The two things in this life that we all look for.  Hope that they are all happy with the pain they have caused me.

 

         

 

Anyway that is a little bit about me.  My name is Leona and I am a hurt and vulnerable human being.  One that people seem to shun for they don't like what happens when I am around them.  How intense I am, how I cling to tightly.  This is who I am and I am looking for the man who will accept me for who I am even if I do stupid things or say stupid things.  I am who I am.  I am not perfect never professed to be.  Take me as I am please because I can be a good freind-lover  whatever I aim to please.

 

 

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Leona

 

My freinds are precious to me, my family on here even more so.  You all have held me up when I was ready to crash and burn.  Every feeling, hurt, ache and tear has brought me close to you all.  Even someone that I am really close to doesn't understand me because they either don't want to or just can't I don't know but it is something that is a bridge that has a dam.  Thank you for listening to these ramblings.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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For EVERY guy

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours
just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful
no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared
through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything
so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her
when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy
even if you are not with her.




...This one bulletin is for you...

many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...


i guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with "We're a Dying Breed "

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy...

 

 

 

 

 

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Husband:  Knephthan (Master Wings)


Grandmother(s): Callisto Athena

Grandfather(s)

Mothers:  BlueIsisQueenRaven
                 SpiritMother
Father:

Brother(s)

Sisters(s):  Masquerade Mirage
                  Blood Hommculi

Son(s): Angelus Darktree
             Haperitz


Daughter(s): XBrighteyesX
                    Waterdragon
                     Sarin Rayne
                      Mitsuko Kiyoshi

Stepdaughter(s)

 

                     vampireintherain

 

 

Aunt(s)

Uncle(s)

CountCrimsonMaryian


Niece(s):  Magik Hawk
                 Diminished Capacity


Nephews(s)


Cousin(s)

Pets(s)

Owner(s)

Lover(s): 










(if you can think of anything else or I have missed something please let me know)

 

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  • ← I know I thought it might help to share the burden, to allow a realization that one cannot keep such things in...but int he end it is up to you...I only wish to help :/

    There is a quote that may help

    "You are as breakable as you want to be, as chained as much as you believe to be, and as strong as you make your self.

    Every limitation that you have set upon your self is by your creation only. As long as you realized that, I can never pity you, nor can anyone."

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f8VipR7FBG4
    • Abariel
      on Jan 29 07:06 PM
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      ← I know Audric and I have many people trying to comfort me and help me.  But in the end it comes down to me loving a man that wanted nothing to do with me and then started abusing myself and my daughter
        I ended up kicking him out and making sure he had no where to go but home where he could spend his probaTION  time out.  He jumped probation to come here.  And then he couldn't stand it here so he was going to leave and things got really bad why I don't know but they did and while I still  love him with my whole heart I really didn't know what else to do.  He hates me now  and wants nothing to do with me.  He feels that I am a horrible person and personally I feel like I am too.  He told me I was "old, fat, stupid, blockheaded and to sensitive"  and the next minute he would tell me I am an amazing woman etc.  Now he has run and no one knows where he is.
      • ← sounds like he is also manipulative as well. The heart is a fickle device, it will find someone else to love...personally you need to work on your outlook, the current one might just attract the wrong people. People who only know how to use and find your soft spots. Have you thought of therapy? Not pills, but literally a talking session which will allow you to understand why this pattern emerges and why you get caught up with these assholes.  
        • Abariel
          on Jan 30 01:01 PM
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          yes he was manipulative and as for the heart being fickle... sorry mine's not.  when I do finally love it is hole hearted and complete.  if  I ever get with anyone else well... it won't be as compelte as I felt for mike.  they will have my body but not the rest of me that belongs to mike and always will
          • I know for a fact, that with time that thought will diminish if a guy manages to stand up and be there for you in the best sense...at least trying allows it to happen
            • Abariel
              on Jan 31 08:15 AM
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              everyone tells me that I did the right thing but it feels so wrong but it is done now and I can't do shit about it
              • It feels wrong only because, you got used to him in your life. It's like a person who went to church religiously and stopped going. They feel guilty because it was a constant thing in their life...Same with him, your BF. It hurts and you will find someone else and become attached to him, the longer he sticks around the harder it will be if you have to throw him out, but if you tell your self it will pass(and it does) it will not make the pain go away, but it will help you get it over with quickly.
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