ASleepingPoppy• Show poetry

Hi all, and welcome to my page
though most don't pay attention my name's stefani, i'm 24 and i have a 3 yr old Son named Xevin (evan with a z) and a 1 yr old son named Jordan. I am also Married to a wonderful man whose name is nicolas, though you'll prolly never meet him.

i'm all short 5'4'' and i weigh way too much, to say would gross you out..

i'm not pretty, i'm not cool,
i AM however sarcastic as you will see if you talk to me... if you don't.. fine i didn't want to talk to you either!

my life has been hard but i'm not gonna burden you all with my boo hoo sob story of life...

anyway most people on this site say i am a much better story writer than a poet but i enjoy both.
i can't seem to break out of the rhyme thing...

i have alot of friends here on AP so don't be suprised if i can't keep up with everyone i am talking to
i HATE it when people change their names so often that i don't know who they are anymore....

i love easily but trust is a different story...
i have no Quams about telling you truthfully how i feel, if that hurts your feelings then i'm sorry but i'm probably the ONLY one that will tell you the truth.

i HATE emo-ness.... the whole.. "i'm a guy, your a guy, lets wear tight pants and make out so chicks will like us" thing and "lets wear our hair in our face because we want everyone to know how lame we really are" "i think i am going to cut myself and cry in a dark corner"
stfu... if you want to die.. there are solutions to this.. and if you really believe your life is so f-ing miserable, you need to check out some people with real problems... call your mommy...on the cell that she bought you...or better yet, go see her... take the car she bought you... and show up at her work... and tell her you need to see a shrink...so she has to pay for it.




my apologies... i just can't stand stupid people... if you can't have an intelligent conversation...and or cannot type correctly...i.e. likuh dis buh shiiii, then don't bother talking to me.. i can't stand internet lingo and i wont bother trying to dechiper your crazy as.....uhm...self.


QUOTES:

Painting is just another way of keeping a diary.
— Pablo Picasso

"Its not true that i had nothing on, I had the radio on."
- Marilyn Monroe

"It Can't Rain All The Time"
- Brandon Lee - The Crow


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Purple Otter- my ittle fuzzy daughter (hehehe)(watch out, she likes feet!)


My Music Taste Is Wide And Wildly...Lets See How Far I Can Go.....In Random Order......pretty much all 80's Hairbands, Aerosmith, Guns n Roses, Black Sabbath, Ac/Dc, Alice In Chains, Motley Crue , Lynyrd Skynyrd, John Bon Jovi, Quiet Riot, Poison, Extreme, Queen, White Snake, Ozzy (of course his old stuff) Nirvana, Goo Goo Dolls, Greenday, Hoobastank, Velvet Revolver, Crossfade, Seven Mary 3, Nickelback, Incubus, Korn, Perfect Circle, Godsmack, Shinedown, SMASHING PUMPKINS, Pearl Jam, Sound Garden, THE DOORS, Janis Joplin,THE BEATLES, Collective Soul< BLIND MELON, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Virve Pipe, Counting Crows, System Of A Down, Staind, Everclear, OUR LADY PEACE, REM, Blues Traveler, , Hootie And The Blowfish, Stone Temple Pilots, 311, John Mayor, New Found Glory, Maroon 5, Matchbox 20, Dave Matthews Band!!!, Kitty, Presidents Of The U.S.A, Sublime, The Cure, NIN, The Offspring, Siverchair, Tool, No Doubt, Fiona Apple (Yes Gotta Have My Girls) Sarah Maclauchlin, Alanis Morristte, Norah Jones, Jewel, Michelle Branch, Alisha Keys, Amy Lee and so on and so on and so on... I Could Go On But I'm Outta Breath, I Guess I Listen To A Little Bit Of Everything Except Rap (Which Does Not Include DMX Cuz He Kicks ...Some Booootay And Takes Names!) even some country but i think that has a lot to do with where i live.. i can't get away with not listening to country living in the sticks like i do Rascal Flatts, Tim Mcraw, Keith Urban, Faith Hill, Dixie Chicks, Toby Keith, Julie Roberts, Gretchen Wilson, CCR, ......and so on


"blackbird singing in the dead of night
take the broken wings and learn to fly
all my life
you were always waiting for this moment to arrive
black bird singing in the dead of night
taken these sunken eyes and learn to see
all your life
you were always waiting for this moment to be free
blackbird fly....
blackbird fly...
into the light of a dark black night.
- The Beatles "blackbird"

I Don't Want To Be Anything Other Than What I've Been Trying To Be Lately
All I Have To Do Is Think Of Me And I Have Piece of Mind
I'm Tired Of Lookin 'Round Rooms Wonderin What I Gotta Do Or Who I'm Supposed To Be
I Don't Wanna Be Anything Other Than.. Me.

I'm Surrounded By Liars,
Everywhere I Turn
I'm Surrounded By Imposters
Everywhere I Turn
I'm Surrounded By Identity Crisis
Everywhere I Turn
Am I The Only One To Notice,
I Can't Be The Only One Who's Learned

I Don't Want To Be Anything Other Than What I've Been Trying To Be Lately
All I Have To Do Is Think Of Me And I Have Piece of Mind
I'm Tired Of Lookin 'Round Rooms Wonderin What I Gotta Do Or Who I'm Supposed To Be
I Don't Wanna Be Anything Other Than.. Me.
- Gavin Degraw



besides music and writing my favorite thing is taking pictures and drawin or painting (which i don't do well)... i don't have any of them posted so if you want to see them just ask...uhm...uhm...uhm...i don't know...other things i do of course like swimming and horseback riding... but thats just ...some of that personal crap...you don't care.. lol