♥My Ap Family!!!!♥
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Mom:Sock
Daddy:The Grim Reformed
Lucian Valcor:All Mighty King
Hata Mig:Big Sister
Til The Day I Die: Awesome Twin
I really need to practice my cello...Damn thank God I dont have a concert coming up for a while i still have time to learn my songs.
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The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
~~~
I’m at war with the world and they
Try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As I’m slippin’ from your arms
It’s getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last
Chorus
I’m awake I’m alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it’s my time
I’ll do what I want ’cause this is my life
here, right now
I’ll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I’m awake and I’m alive
I’m at war with the world cause I
Ain’t never gonna sell my soul
I’ve already made up my mind
No matter what I can’t be bought or sold
When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again
Waking up waking up
In the dark
I can feel you in my sleep
In your arms I feel you breathe into me
Forever hold this heart that I will give to you
Forever I will live for you
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Here are the bands I love and worship...
(My ULTIMUTE FAVORITE WICKED BAND!)Evanescence, Skillet, Hawk Nelson, The Letter Black, Nate Fowler, A Rotterdam November, Hollywood Undead, All Time Low, Lacuna Coil, Red, Thousand Foot Krutch,Paramore, Atreyu,
fireflight,A7x, Sick Puppies, My Chemical Romance, Green Day, The Used, H.I.M, A.F.I, Alesana, Bayside, Escape the Fate, June, Korn, Night Wish,
Plain White T's, Seether, Silverstein, Three Days Grace, Aiden, 4-Lyn, All That Remains, Within Temptation, Rise Against, Yellow Card, From First to Last, Underoath, The Almost, Thrice, Hawthorne Heights, Jimmy Eat World, Senses Fail,
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Slipknot, Panic! At The Disco(I LOVE THESE GUYS), Breaking Benjamin, Bullet For My Valentine, Tokio Hotel, 30 Seconds to Mars, Flyleaf, Anberlin, Linkin Park, AC/DC, KISS, Led Zepplin, Rob Zombie............
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THIS IS FOR THOSE WHO CRIED DURING GHOST OF YOU.
FOR THOSE WHO FELT EMPOWERED BY FAMOUS LAST WORDS.
FOR THOSE WHO FELT THEY COULD RELATE TO IM NOT OKAY.
FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO START A RIOT BECAUSE OF TEENAGERS.
THIS IS FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T AFRAID TO KEEP ON LIVIN'.
FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T AFRAID TO WALK THIS WORLD ALONE.
THIS IS FOR MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
LETS CRASH THE CEMETARY GATES WITH OUR HEADS HELD HIGH AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE IN OUR HEARTS!!!!!! SPREAD THE WORD!!!
*JULY 23RD NATIONAL MCR DAY*
♦~~~~~~~♦
Mom:Sock
Daddy:The Grim Reformed
Lucian Valcor:All Mighty King
Hata Mig:Big Sister
Til The Day I Die: Awesome Twin
I really need to practice my cello...Damn thank God I dont have a concert coming up for a while i still have time to learn my songs.
~~~~
The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
~~~
I’m at war with the world and they
Try to pull me into the dark
I struggle to find my faith
As I’m slippin’ from your arms
It’s getting harder to stay awake
And my strength is fading fast
You breathe into me at last
Chorus
I’m awake I’m alive
Now I know what I believe inside
Now it’s my time
I’ll do what I want ’cause this is my life
here, right now
I’ll stand my ground and never back down
I know what I believe inside
I’m awake and I’m alive
I’m at war with the world cause I
Ain’t never gonna sell my soul
I’ve already made up my mind
No matter what I can’t be bought or sold
When my faith is getting weak
And I feel like giving in
You breathe into me again
Waking up waking up
In the dark
I can feel you in my sleep
In your arms I feel you breathe into me
Forever hold this heart that I will give to you
Forever I will live for you
~~~~~~~~
Here are the bands I love and worship...
(My ULTIMUTE FAVORITE WICKED BAND!)Evanescence, Skillet, Hawk Nelson, The Letter Black, Nate Fowler, A Rotterdam November, Hollywood Undead, All Time Low, Lacuna Coil, Red, Thousand Foot Krutch,Paramore, Atreyu,
fireflight,A7x, Sick Puppies, My Chemical Romance, Green Day, The Used, H.I.M, A.F.I, Alesana, Bayside, Escape the Fate, June, Korn, Night Wish,
Plain White T's, Seether, Silverstein, Three Days Grace, Aiden, 4-Lyn, All That Remains, Within Temptation, Rise Against, Yellow Card, From First to Last, Underoath, The Almost, Thrice, Hawthorne Heights, Jimmy Eat World, Senses Fail,
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Slipknot, Panic! At The Disco(I LOVE THESE GUYS), Breaking Benjamin, Bullet For My Valentine, Tokio Hotel, 30 Seconds to Mars, Flyleaf, Anberlin, Linkin Park, AC/DC, KISS, Led Zepplin, Rob Zombie............
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
THIS IS FOR THOSE WHO CRIED DURING GHOST OF YOU.
FOR THOSE WHO FELT EMPOWERED BY FAMOUS LAST WORDS.
FOR THOSE WHO FELT THEY COULD RELATE TO IM NOT OKAY.
FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO START A RIOT BECAUSE OF TEENAGERS.
THIS IS FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T AFRAID TO KEEP ON LIVIN'.
FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T AFRAID TO WALK THIS WORLD ALONE.
THIS IS FOR MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
LETS CRASH THE CEMETARY GATES WITH OUR HEADS HELD HIGH AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE IN OUR HEARTS!!!!!! SPREAD THE WORD!!!
*JULY 23RD NATIONAL MCR DAY*
- Last seen right now. Member since May 12, 2007.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 317 comments.
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, and quote is "What I would give for me to be the one he holds". - I am a 16 year old girl from Idaho (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm singing, writing music, listeaning to music, drawing, or playing my cello.
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- I am in the groups A Place For Evanescence Lovers, Come Forth All Emos and Gothics, Hopeless Romantics come together, Music Rules My Life, Vampire Novels Obsessed, the twilight fan club
- I have 317 comments, 1 contest, 79 poems, 10 stories
Poems I'm focused on
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His cold breath on my neck, a gentle touch on my hands. I whirl in the cold night air to see who's haunting me. The bright full moon lightens his face with cold mysterious features. Pale, glowing skin, the blackest hair,
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I've always loved you but you have never known. / I've been loving you secretly. / Your smile makes me want to melt / in their sight. / I'v
My Poetry
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You promised you would always be here for me when I needed you the most.
Well how about now?! I promised I would always love you forever -
Ill try to get this done, im not promising anything since school just started! Lol1 lines, August 23
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1615 lines, 1 comment, January 1. In 600-2000 words, Dark, Demon, Fallen anges, Fiction, First person, Life, Love, Screenplay, Young adult
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885 lines, 1 comment, January 1. In 600-2000 words, Demons, Fallen angels, Fiction, Horror, Life, Love, Romance, Screenplay, Young adult
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565 lines, 3 comments, May 14, 2008. In , Dark, Demons, Fallen angels, Novel, Science fiction, Young adult
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From-ashes-to-dust on November 21monster by skillet is a great song. i love the lyrics. you have good taste.

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phsyco krissy on November 4i love your poems<3
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JustWhoIAm on October 26Returning the favor
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Naznomarn on September 15Heeeeya
