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My former name was -TheSnowQueen-



I'm Laura. From England.

My poetry is mostly depressing stuff. I write about my life, my thoughts, my experiences. I used to self harm alot, (trying to stop) as you can guess by some poems. I got bullied at school becuase im 'different' apparently.. because i like different music to the mainstream. At college it's better though/.



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Cutting is my drug. The pain is my high.



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Some of my favorite bands:

*Korn <33333333333333
*Remembering Never
*Poison The Well
*Bullet For My Valentine
*In Flames
*Placebo
*Slipknot
*Fightstar
*Disney songs
*Etc etc etc
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Some my favorite movies:

*Edward Scissorhands
*Charlie and the Chocolate Factory {{totally obsessed with this film}}
*Sleepy Hollow
*Whats Eating Gilbert Grape
*Chocolat
*Finding Neverland
*The Brave
*Secret Window
*The Libertine
*Thirteen
*The Buttefly Effect
*Pirates Of The Caribbean 1,2,3
*Aladdin
*Hercules
*The Lion Kings
*Beauty and the Beast
*Etc etc etc



I Love Johnny Depp !!! <33333



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She chose to walk alone.
Though others wondered why.
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.


She didn't have companions.
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were puppet strings.


She longed to be a bird.
That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.


She longed to be a flame.
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.


Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.


Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.


The trees, they say, stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it
Said the story played out well.


She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...


And then she was gone.


From As Told By Ginger!!! I love it!! <333



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Some of my favorite lyrics:


Poison The Well - Torn


Feelings non existent
Loss of a tortured soul
So cold and fearful
Unnoticed and unaclaimed
Left as one alone
On the endless road
To bear on for a lifetime
Of loneliness
She sits alone
And slowly fades away into nothingness
And as she struggles on
Her mind begins to wander
Thoughts of endless bliss
The wind her only friend
Never again to be cared for
She tries to hold her head up high
Just a mask to hide the tears behind
Only wanting to die
As they sit by and watch
Another dead existence
Dreams torn apart
As the spirit dies
Hiding behind the lies
And silent darkness


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Korn - Here To Stay


This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem
When they getting in the way, not by my side
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain
This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the f*cked up feelings again
My hurt inside is fading
This sh*ts gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot breath anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a wh*re
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore
My mind's done with this
So hey, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine
So I take my time
Driving humbly down the line
Each cut, closer to the vein
This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the f*cked up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This sh*ts gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot breath anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a wh*re
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore
I'm here to stay (bring it down)
Bring it down!
Gonna bring it down
Gonna break it down
Gonna break it
This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the f*cked up feelings again
My hurt inside is fading
This sh*ts gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh, I cannot breath anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a wh*re
You've taken everything and
Oh I cannot give anymore
Give anymore


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From Autumn To Ashes - Mercury Rising

Every breath that I exhale is a sigh -
every breath that I exhale is a sigh of exhaustion.

How sad - this is what your life has been reduced to - a single room apartment containing no more than a mattress. The strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been painted over. The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough. Startled by a knock at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can only greet the visitor with one short statement. Hello my first name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello my name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello I really don't care if I never wake up again. I really don't care if I never wake up again.



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I have a very talented AP mum XXMutilatedxAngel
allpoetry.com/poet/XXMutilatedxAngelXX
she is a very talented writer, her words are intensely sad but beautiful.


and my other mum XRazorzxLulladyX
(and not to mention XXMutilatedxAngel's wife )
allpoetry.com/poets/XRazorzxLullabyX
she is so very talented too, her words are breathtaking.




I have an AP sis, my oh so sweet Jess
allpoetry.com/poet/staggered%20space
love you hunny <33




I have another AP sis, she is an amazing writer!
allpoetry.com/poets/SameShootingStarxx
love ya <3



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