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I'm very picky with everything.

Spelling alot too... I mean I might not spell right sometimes but I hate it when I don't.

I guess I've been through alot but that doesn't matter does it?

My emotional outbursts are funny to watch, mainly because they happen when I'm by myself and thats when I write music.
I like my guitar and my Keyboard which is coming soon. I go online and find notes that just play over and over until their sound gets in my head,Then I record it and keep on listening to it. It's very intresting. I don't think I play well but i learn very fast.


I love to take pictures...I love being behind the camera looking at the world through the eye of a camera and getting to freeze time for that smallest second. Then getting to keep that momment forever.


But mostly I love to write...I've been writing for a long time. it makes no sense to like anyone out there and no one knows I write except for a few people. Sometimes its meaning less and sometimes its more meaningful then any one would ever know.


It's hard being me. But I can deal with it and I try not to complain but sometimes I whine about something not usally alot.

My name reflects what I need.. I need someone to help me think a buddy if you would put it that way...... I dislike certain things like thinking and school right now it's horrible for me..... I can't seem to pass anything but i guess we all go thourgh somehitng bad....

My parents decided to kick me out when i turn 18... I don't think i was gonan stay anyway(I'm 15 now but in three years I'm out of here)

If you read whatever I write most stuff is from what i go through there might be somethign in there were i make something up... Like I was never left to die per say but I certinaly felt that way when someone just left me on the footsteps to my granpapa's house

I guess right now I haven't been on here alot but so far the poets that I've read I've grown very fond of their wirting....

Mr Vertigo allpoetry.com/poet/mr%20vertigo

Alwaysturtle allpoetry.com/poet/alwaysturtle

-Eternal Bloom- allpoetry.com/poet/-Eternal%20Bloom-

Springheel allpoetry.com/poet/Springheel

Ucwmike allpoetry.com/poets/ucwmike

Eron  allpoetry.com/poets/eronrox

Fluttaby allpoetry.com/poets/fluttaby

These people are on my favorites.

I play sports lots of them.. I gave up on most of them too... Right now my father decided I should be put in a musical program at one of the U's in illinois or another place....But i don't disagree I think music is my calling......In a way...I'm done with sports but i'll be playin Tennis,Softball,Basketball,Badmiton,and maybe gymansitcs and swimming but no i'm horrible at those.. ill also be trying for a soccer scholarship at one of the U's just incase.


Illnois sucks..If you've never been here then you may think its great... Chicago is the only intresting place... i go there like 4 times a week ... I live somewhere like 40 minutes away...


My father has been moving our fmaily around since i was about 5.. He recently got a new job which in my mind means "We're movin'" Kinda pisses me off but he doesn't care what I think now does he, I might move somewhere to the west in illinois or to the east... lol very vague


things I like
-Music
-Writing
-Rain
-Thunderstorms
-Chillin' by the pool on those hot summer days
-Being by the beach
-Walking down dark streets with someone there(don't wanan get rape again now do we?)
-Running
-Playing stupid chilhood games with my firends
...more things

Things I don't like
Too many to mention