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Alright people!!!
I'm Chelsea
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I usually don't do the whole "about me" thing, but I guess I broke down and decided to write about myself.
There's a lot to be known, but it's your choice to continue. So, let's get started.
I have my regrets, i have my achievments
i have my friends, i have my enemies
music is not my life it's my passion. me? perfect? HA! far from it!
I love dancing and acting stupid.

Give me hot fries and i'll be your bestfriend!
I love Chocolate Milk....and I love Tootsie Rolls....they are the best...
I absolutely LOVE hugs!!!
I hate it when people spend absolutely hours infront of the mirror in a morning.. who bloody cares? "omggg i can't talk too you today, you have a piece of hair outta place"
I'm Probably Not As Pretty As You, But I Probably Have More Of A Life.
If you really dislike something I do, there's no need to flame me for it,especially if I don't know you.
I hate the way i look....I think i'm fat when really i'm not...i hate my face....my hair...even though i like the colors....I don't really like water...it's ok every once in awhile.....i love fast food....i love the color black...and i wear it all the time...I HATE school...it sucks....I HATE my job....Life sometimes sucks....oh well....i'll get over it...
I come how I am, and no one will change that.
My mom means the world to me...she is the greatest...my bestfriend...i would do anything for her, even if that means dying.....
I love having fun, but I also love just sitting in my room on my bed, reading, or listening to music and dancing..I love having the free time by myself....
Tell me something interesting (:
I'd like to learn something new

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Have you ever

General:
(x) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Florida
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end

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(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
( ) Ice-skating

Relationships:
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
( ) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
(x) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
(x) I've cheated in a relationship.
(x) I've been the cheatee
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality:
(x) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
(x) I love to flirt.
(x) I've been kissed in the rain.
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
(x) have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime:
(x) I am a terrible liar. Depends on to who i'm lying to. hehe
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
(x) I've run a red light.
(x) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
(x) I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol:
(x) I've consumed alcohol.
(x) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
(x) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(x) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
(x) I take anti-depressants.
(x) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
( ) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
(x) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide:
(x) I'm afraid of dying.
( ) I hate funerals.
(x) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
(x) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(x) I've attempted suicide.


Random:
(x) I can sing well.
( ) I open up to others easily.
(x) I watch the news (occasionally).
( ) I don't kill bugs.
( ) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
( ) I am a morning person.
(x) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
( ) I'm a snob about grammar.
( ) I am a sports fanatic.
(x) I twirl my hair
( ) have "x"s in my screen name
(x) I love being neat *Sometimes*
( ) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) I bake well.
( ) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) I would wear pajamas to school.
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
(x) I know how to shoot a gun.
(x) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
(x) I eat fast food weekly
(x) I believe in ghosts/spirits.
( ) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(x) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
( ) I love white chocolate
( ) I bite my nails
( ) I play video games
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
( ) I'm good at remembering names.
( ) I'm good at remembering dates.
( ) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
( ) I have tried to join a circus and failed

Nickname(s): Hollywood
Hair color: brown
Eye color: brown
Height (last time you checked): 5'5"
Glasses or contacts or neither?] neither

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Kiss me/Kill me [take your pick]
By: my bestfriend Miranda

It sits like a weight in my stomach…
What’s wrong with me lately?
I feel death flowing through my veins…
Am I dying?

It sits like a weight on my shoulders…
What the fuck is going on?
I feel pain cursing my heart…
Why am I dying?

It sits like a weight on my mind…
What in the hell is wrong with me?
I feel your arms around me…
Why am I crying?

Next time you see me…
Could you do something for me?
Do me this favor: kiss me or kill me…
Cause my heart can’t take another

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What happens to time already gone? Does it go into the future to be re-used again? Like water down a drain is it cleaned and then reused? Or is it like a tissue paper? Used once, and then gone forever. Is it possible to recycle used time like a water bottle, or like chewing gum, do you need to buy more? Can you take it from the trash? Or does it sift through your fingers like the soft sands? Can you hold it in your hand for as long as you want? Does time heal or harm over itself? Can time mend a broken bone or heart? Can it give answers or make peace? Can time mow a lawn or fix a copy machine? Or is it just a useless slob, unemployed and unloved on a bean-bag chair? Can time be a friend? Is it kindhearted and good-natured or a cruel and loveless beast? Does it fester or does it glow? Can time be stopped? Can you pause it in any moment? Can time freeze, and let you live in perfect harmony forever and after??

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31 ways to make a girl smile.

1. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out.
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5. Wrestle with her
6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7.If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi".
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up (she loves it)=]]
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER!
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), one of his sweatshirt/hoodies (she'll wear it everyday), and a pair of sweatpants (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
18.Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends.
21. Kiss her in the rain (girls love this).
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it.
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy).
26.Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her what she wants.
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
29. tell her shes beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang with your girl friend all the time.
31. If u care about her...SHOW her!
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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG



I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.



I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.



I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.



We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.



I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.



I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.



I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.



I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.



We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.



I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.



I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.



I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.



I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.



I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.



I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.



I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.



I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.



I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.



I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.



I am the girl who came out to the entire school in her senior speech and got a standing ovation for her courage.



I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.



We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.



We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gaybash.



I am the lesbian who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other gay friends which restaurants /don't/ raise a stink.



I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.



I am the mother who punished her son for calling you a fag.



I am the one who told her preacher to shove it, when he started speaking down to her about her sexuality



I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win.



*Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*
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TO EVERY GIRL

To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times.
To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.
To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot.
To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.
To every girl that just wants to hold hands.
To every girl that kisses him with meaning.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO JUST WISHES HE CARED MORE.
To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.
To every girl who just wants him to call.
To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.
To every girl that just wants to cuddle.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO SHOWS HOW MUCH SHE CARES BUT GETS NOTHING BACK.
To every girl that ever thought "Maybe this one could be the one."
To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.
To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS WORDS BACKED UP WITH ACTIONS.
TO EVERY girl that FELL for ALL the LIES ONLY TO FIND THEMSELVES ALONE in the END.
To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.
To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be.


-If you are a nice girl repost this as: "To every girl."
-If you are a guy that truly thinks every girl should try to think about even a few of these things repost it as "I am looking for this girl" or if u have this girl repost this as “I have this girl"


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-PLEASE READ THIS-

My name is Sarah I am but three,
My eyes are swollen I cannot see,
I must be stupid I must be bad,
What else could have made My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up All the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound! I just heard a car
My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse My name he calls
I press myself Against the wall.
I try and hide From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,
I finally get free And I run for the door.
He's already locked it And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late
His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy Murdered me.

We need to stop child abuse!
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*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
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According to physician Leo Hollister, a former president of the American College of
Neuropsychopharmacology, says that the occasional use of marijuana by a healthy adult poses no
greater risk than the moderate consumption of alcohol.

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