-Bleeding4Eternity-• Show poetry

you don't know me, so don't you even try to judge me....

my head thunders with the torment of insanity....
my throat burns from my screams of hate....
my flesh bleeds from the lingering pain..
my eyes cry from knowing my true fate...


Most of my poetry is dark, personal, fantasy, sad,
and about broken hearts and lost love. They are
parts of myself reflected onto paper, parts of myself
that I cannot say, or that most people cannot see
inside to find.

being suicidal is a part of me, it's not the biggest part though the biggest part is depression and loneliness... everybody says that i'm psycho, they say that i need help but i don't care what they say.. i can't help the way i am... i could care less what people have to say about me, because i don't care.. they can say whatever they want.. i'll just agree... its the way i am, its the way i changed and i can't go back no matter what happens... being suicidal doesn't bother me.. i never care what happens... i don't care what people think... being suicidal is part of the new me..

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"My death was almost coming as i looked upon that graveyard hoping to meet you there in a place where we can finale be together forever with no worries about anythng in the world."

"Dinggin mo ang aking awitin. awiting nagtataglay ng kakaibang pag-ihip ng hangin. ang awit ng kamatayan. Naghihintay sa kanyang pagdating... Ako'y kunin at dalhin sa paraiso... Sa paraisong walang makamundong pagnanasa.
Simulan ang bagong pag-asa.. Ito ay aking tinatamasa."

"Let the pain flow through your heart.. And let the truth be told.. You can't change the past, you can't change the future. So let the pain and memories be made unforgettable"

"when death smiles at everyone...they all flee. when
it smiles at me, i look it deep in the eye and just
smile back."

"There is always something waiting at the other end of darkness..."

"Tears cover my face with sadness, blood covers my wriste with pain, the tears are a cry for help. and the blood is cries for death"

"I want to wake in the hospital
Just in time to hear the doctor say
"He's not going to make it."

"Death is such a peaceful gift it stops everything.
Hurt and pain. i welcome her grace. i close my eyes and her kiss I embrace"

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Anathema - Regret ( Lyrics )

As I drift away... far away from you,
I feel all alone in a crowded room,
Thinking to myself
"There's no escape from this
fear
regret
loneliness..."

Visions of love and hate
A collage behind my eyes
Remnants of dying laughter
Echoes of silent cries

I wish I didn't know now that
I never knew then...
Flashback
Memories punish me again.
Sometimes I remember all the pain
that I have seen.
Sometimes I wonder what might
have been...

Visions of love and hate
A collage behind my eyes
Remnants of dying laughter
Echoes of silent cries

And sometimes I despair
At who I've become
I have to come to terms
With what I've done

The bittersweet taste of fate
We can't outrun the past
Destined to find an answer
A strength I never lost
I know there is a way,
My future is not set,
For the tide has turned
But still I never learned to live
without regret.


Anathema - The Beloved ( Lyrics )

Another day unfolds, still I exist
Never felt so cold, I never knew I was turning away
Though I can't explain, I only love you now that your missed
As I stand in the rain, leave me to go through this

I don't think I could face another sleepless night
If only I could trace that elusive light
In a dreammland flight to your agonizing eyes
A never ending flight, my silent cries

Still I close my eyes and my mind becomes clear
Still I dream, and there you are...
How still you lie and how your eyes bring back the fear
Still I can't facen what's going on in here...

Everything that I've evet felt has gone,
At last my spirit breathes
I see no point in going on
So goodbye... It's time for me to leave.



Nirvana - Man Who Sold The World  ( Lyrics )

We passed upon the stairs,
We spoke of was and when
Although I wasn’t there
He said I was his friend
Which came as a surprise
I spoke into his eyes -- I thought you died alone
A long long time ago

Oh no, not me,
We never lost control,
Your face to face,
With the man who sold the world

I laughed and shook his hand,
I made my way back home,
I searched for form and land,
Years and years I roamed,
I gazed a gazely stare,
We walked a million hills -- I must have died alone,
A long long time ago.

Who knows, not me,
I never lost control,
Your face, to face,
With the man who sold the world.